Heart to warm, built with love nest

I was overwhelmed by a change in the outside world often appear meaningless gesture of resistance, life does not seem to produce feelings of pity for me, still traveling at their own pace, it makes me feel helpless。  Streets, vehicles and pedestrians, as the morning continued as noisy boiling, rolling forward。Noisy and messy, like a drop of butterfly wings, in the city's congested narrow streets, struggling in vain, until the defeat, perdition。  It is said that love is the best sink in his world and perversion, like Miss Zhao Si love to sink in the life of General Zhang Xueliang, just like John Steinbeck's masterpiece love Maid sink in pure goodness Miri。After so long in the sun and the moon, and you have not a little bit, sink or fall on my warmth warmth in?To me, I do not want you to be wronged and let my own preferences。But deep down you still willing to take the initiative to move closer toward my direction。If you like, I naturally happy。Similarly, you will not want to, but I completely give up their free-running style for your lifestyle。The two of us, has always been, that's in the form of sky and earth, the sea and spend。The existence and needs。Oh, we are the Heaven and the United States myself。  Blue sky and the earth love how sublime Qijue!Two people in love distant relative, time never get together, their love is the most beautiful picture on earth。So, some people say“Forever”。Who can say, they do not get together not knowing each other, I do not want to see creative partnership?Blue sky and the earth love, spring breeze whispering summer with showers pour sing, flowers teaser autumn and winter snow dance, these are the most beautiful piece of music they love, but a lot of people do not understand it, they are accustomed to all specific palpable reality。  Like that day, reunions and all for me injustice, too hard-hearted call you!I smiled explain it for you。They do not understand, I do not blame others。  Last night, a phone call you, tell is from Tibet to Nanning, Guangxi transit station——Chongqing, wait for turnaround。I was surprised, just a few days, did not adapt to the climate in Tibet over, went back to doing Guangxi?You said that the trip to come and go a total of only three days, when the Chongqing transit, you take advantage of the gap to two parks took a few photos, send me。To hear you say, I am a long time silent。  There you remember!  Many years ago, I've been to, then you do not have time to accompany me, I am a person in a strange city, walking in a beautiful park of two waiting for you, waiting for you to wait all day, every park paths, each a small bridge, each cluster flowers have left my footprints。I did not dare to go somewhere else, because no sense of direction, afraid of getting lost give you trouble, but then, I or you, can not feel at ease playing the means of transport。So many years, you remember things。I think what is lacking?That was my life for the first time a person taking a trip from Beijing to Chongqing, thousands of miles away, take a hard seat train, the way you ran away, I saw you, the people are falling apart, but you have no time to accompany me, even a morning Hao。I walk in the park alone four days, and go home alone。Decide with you later, and I have not had time to really like and care about you。  Often they ask, between us in the end there is no love?You love me a little more, or a little more than I love you?Such problems, you never a clear answer, saying only that the two of us together is the most suitable person at the right time encounter。I said, I always take advantage of the holidays to visit you, then, it is a little more than I love。I say this, but you refuse to admit that he would leave if there is, like me, have the vehicle at night never wait until morning。Well, a little more even if you love it, I do not care about you。  It is really。For to do me like three days of intense travel, will seize every moment of time lying on the comfortable hotel room to rest, I never went to the park to shoot any pictures, just to give me a look, like a man who let me stray Like a cat strolling around the park is now what it is like?Only such a stupid thing you will do it。I said, you stupid。You always thought I was joking, turned out to be really stupid。Silly not foolish?I said。Jumping a layer of moist eyes actually。It turns out you wherever you go, I'm still in your heart。I was moved by unrequited love。  Photos sent me。Like, where the bridge seemed lost; it seems, that path more and more deep; like, really tall hill look fat; like, the tree osmanthus trees seem strong。  I took photos eleven save up to close the space in a private album in one end of the earth even if you can see the corner。As long as I want, you can come in at any time。My space is always homesick when you nearest homes。    I say that they are two of the cat woman, love themselves a person。Cold, tired, tired, he insisted on seeking a warm place children。Like most of the child, my grandmother raised a nice old cat, chasing the sun all winter to do the child, and then to the top of the chicken coop from the windowsill to the white picket fence, as long as the lazy sun shine in places her figure。  Yesterday, home heating stove is broken and can no longer repair, new ones have to wait a few days, said the owner, made a special trip to be shipped over from Guangdong。Room no heating, air conditioning heating a person reluctant to open, so, as if the room was cold outside than the number of。This weekend, his son did not come home Friday night called and said the weekend schools organize students to the North feel the collective atmosphere of schools。Son tone phone rare indifferent, careless talk that he won first prize in the exam, the school awards a very beautiful pen, to keep with me, took back next week。Ha ha。Son learn to like you at what time, I know this makes me elated little trick to coax me proud, all kinds of pen is my favorite ah!I said, you send that support I have not willing to use, he would keep to his own use。Son suffered rejected it seems somewhat reluctantly, with a smile, others will take it, too bad I sent?I smile as sweet as honey is not explained, but fortunately the phone, he can not see my glowing terms, he must think I saw too owe Ayutthaya。Son whispered to himself, after saying that we must send a support that you have given me better than。There was another chuckle mind, there are still delicate relationship between the child and you Yo。Was he jealous of your components that support the gold pen, but that support your third class prize minister in Shanxi construction it is too old!In fact, as long as you both sent to me are treasures。I am delighted, not just after he left me more sensible, but his young age, they know how low-key, subtle, hard-working, simple, not play when the proud, do not be discouraged when the downturn。Ah, quite satisfied, I expect to see。He is the two of us it's medals。Your life is the most beautiful of honor。He is the season of rebirth between you and me the most beautiful chords, he is your life and my ring was engraved spring showers and flurries, he is this life you and I wait outside in the far distance only Xinlingyizhan。To this end, I would like him to wear all the time in life most prominent position。At heart。The eyes。The smile。  Now I can focus on town weather changes every day。Recently, continuous fog and haze will appear, weather forecast remind people to minimize outdoor activities。Go to work all day to see this scene: all kinds of pedestrians, regardless of whether the sky the sun shine warm, have taken important precautions to himself, masks, gas masks frequently debut, the mysterious masked people feel uneasy。The town has a population of hundreds of thousands, of high-speed road to Beijing in October this year will reportedly opened, I heard that you want to move out of the airport built in the vicinity, overnight rates jumped more than four thousand from the original six-seven thousand channel。The streets suddenly emerge as a vehicle from under the ground, more to the dense。Last autumn, the government expanded the great efforts the city's main traffic arteries, the green belt removed, so that the entire city could barely see a tree of。Fortunately, winter, if summer comes, we go to work every day to work, on the road a little green shade is not, whether we want to become a roasted sweet potatoes?Cities affected by the change, I will adjust the long-term life plan, put aside his plan to purchase loans, housing prices soared and then how will has nothing to do with me, I am filled with resentment at the lack of trees and flowers city。So you can worry about their work, and do not have to bother with a loan to buy a house。  Three in the afternoon bell, come out from home。When the walk along the street, looked to the sky, the sun has been scattered and another building block in the body outside the city。  The sun seemed not willing, intent on penetrating the thick block, got into the city to the hinterland in。Ordinarily city is also home to the sun, when, she shut out the concrete jungle?She can no longer walk through expansive in every corner of the city。Sunlight is tough Walker, she did not seem discouraged this reason, today, she changed his mettle, insisted to be a shy girl, cover half the face, only to reveal a narrow forehead and facial features, in the corner, in high heaven, still smile blossoming。A subtle stingy blooming flowers。  I first stood in the courtyard, looked up, eyes toward the sky Shoulong a bit, then put it head distance。The dark sky like wiping a layer of batik, like impressionistic painting background, blooming the entire paper。Sky, a moon semicircle, like being almost transparent polished jade pieces, looming in the sky。The moon and the sun in this season, is the lantern in front of two distant relative of the universe, a bright warm, a pure and noble。Sky because of their guardian becomes lively and charming。If the sunshine is not such a view it?  I am eagerly waiting to see, God read me like feel pity, distant faint trace strands of cloud wind touch on increasingly thin, but the moment they are brighter。Such as cloud Fei Xu, light blue foundation appears to be more clean,。This is to my mind, in this Dongmochunchu spring chill still lingers in the afternoon, bent to go outside the warm sun bathed。  Stomach or somewhere stomach, cling to the unspeakable civil strife。Sick, always round to the last moment, like: Wait a ripe fruit, let it hang in the branches, the more bright red, the more eye-catching。You said this is a bad idea, as Yanghuweihuan。I said, it is best to look sick to you, when you come back。I intrigue but also to love yourself a little more。  In the corner of a street, there are large areas of the sun, falling down from the open high altitude, did not have time completely falling steadily, it was torn to pieces floor corner。Some sprinkle on the balcony of the building, some of hanging in the roof, and some fine fleecy mottled light and shadow cast on the ground, several old woman holding the hands of Mazar to the world to find this piece of light and shadow。They sometimes looked up to heaven, but when Chou Chou foot, and finally each picked up a warm draped over his body, when to sit down, face with a satisfied smile, slowly stretch the endless topic。I can not go fighting with them that the sun, turned to the outside。  Westernmost city, there is a huge vegetable market。Small town home most recent piece of open places。Come the time, but also the four high-rise towers to force the sun can not reach a smooth, dark and cold cold ground, the sun bright flame just jumping on the roof in the distance, a bright temptation can only hope the distant。  Not far away, it opened a new cell is being developed, the roar of a heavy crane, chainsaw sharp hissing, folder wrapped in smoke flavor, such as Geshi ghost, strange, obscure。Nowhere to hide。  Vistas, buildings and gaps in the building, a few sporadic shadows, struggling, vivid, huddle, malaise。School for fear of life and death look like children。They are my heart endless sorrow。Such sentiment trees sprout from spring to winter cold Yela branches, along with the city building height growing up, never stopped。。  The city has finally come to a hard standing upright momentum in our lives, rural lopsided。  Now, I can only find a warm sun by continuing to walk。    three  “I want to take you to elope, called in‘do not know’When the time”。  I was on the way to generate this wild idea, because the heart merrily sang This song, it is estimated that I wrote it myself。Suddenly there was this idea。Then, immediately rose mouth, gently surface trace of difficult to be aware of people smiling。I was inspired this idea of dancing around the corner and pick up the pace。But, now it is a bit cold, I need warmth and sunlight。  Outside of work, it will be particularly intense and a child wants to play, he makes me happy unmatched。For example, now, a person walking on the road to the wild, to find when the sun。But this time he would not come out with me。His body still a little fragile, I do not want him cold wind blew cold。  In many cases, some of the things you can not think about it too much, one would like to come true ah!  Although not the way you imagined so beautiful。This is not, after an afternoon walk to find the sun, I once again provided an opportunity for his arrival。As if I did not expect to see him in such a way, but still on his arrival show full of joy。  Come back at night, does not seem to eat anything dangerous, perhaps, just because the whole afternoon to find the sun gone, because of a stomach blew cold air, the next morning to get up at noon, a few hours in a repeat thing, uninterrupted——I ran to the toilet。Tightly attached to a trip to a trip。Boiled water mouth had a chance to moisten mouthpiece, the following will have a sense of。As if never a slender passageway between the stomach and anus。  Some worried, afraid that they can not complete the walk unaided from home to hospital。Phone to his brother for help。So he was surprised panic situation, actually said, he hits 120。He said that this fear is a loss。He is a four-wheeled car came to a。  He was at all times laugh out of people, when they concern written on his face。Fortunately, he thought Sister——A friend of mine, and given a free hand to get through the phone。There Sister, my brother and my heart began to live pan relaxed, humorous jokes constantly, I had to hold his stomach, and serious statement: Do not let me laugh, will incontinence!Both of them took me to the hospital emergency room, the doctor prescribed a long prescription。  Cold liquid down the blood flow into the arm inside, from noon until the evening。Five bottles of liquid steady stream injection vessel, cold and biting, heart chills。But think: those who do not how spacious the pipeline, all of a sudden inflow of so much liquid, will not be as floods swamped, destroyed my bank, and I want to rout!?I say what I think to listen to Sister, Sister indifferent smile。  Brother busy rush the company, phone and called his mom little nephew。Nephew less than two weeks, also fell asleep, I do not know half way asleep, or his mother put him to sleep directly transferred over。Heart guilt shame, very sorry。Sister remorse: that is their own negligence, forgot to tell his brother, she has been on leave with the unit, I can take care of at home。  Mother got wide width after warm-charge voltage on the infusion tube。Body and mind gradually pick up。  For many years, the disease, it was the first time around。  Eau face, unemotional。  Wide width is my little nephew was the name given。I was the only person named。  I hope his life walking between heaven and earth, day window to do, to do the wall to bed, mountains and woods, big heart, soak up the sun。  Each time, I shouted: wide……wide……He will look shy and turn over the house went to see him the way I am very happy。  Yong Xin his family called him, (Yongxin) I never asked what the word is, I'm not interested in things I do not get to the bottom。Brother said, to spend up。I still think I played better name, so they call them, I called my。  Wide width ran along to help, not a moment corpuscles。Finally found fountains of water bottles can also spray at people, they happily brought Sister spray, spray Mom。Sister hide, he shut the door in front of the balcony。He received the joy of victory。His mother aside to dodge, while told him: go fountains。Wide width is listen to my mother, ran Fountains。A tall green radish, I spent three years raising up as high as the roof。Perhaps he felt that Fountain is not fun, spend no response, simply spray I came。I quietly in bed, a little movement did not issue to, but he found me, and I found not resist。He shoved my face spray, I had to use the quilt kept the head, he laughed happy excitement。Water stains everywhere on the floor when he finally enjoy the fall。His mother helped him bitter lessons of the ground。Tears still hanging in his face, then the storm。  Sister when he pulled out from the balcony, and found more interesting weapons——Dry clothes pole。So, in his hand waved in front of a pass Sister, Sister no longer avoid this, come up with an infusion of tools to give him a shot, he was scared。Turn to please big sister, in front of the bed I hid under the bedclothes in his legs casually beating, my legs shrink up, he took only a few racks child's head knocked aside。I saw him, threatening that his father must compensate。He think, Waizhaonaodai stressing each syllable,“I——repair。”Then, squatting on the floor, forced to fall back security branches。Sister took a tape to him, wrapped around a long time, hand a move away, he fell off right again。Sister said that this case have to bring your dad to accompany a new aunt。”He is not convinced, stand up, it is hard to say out loud,“grow up——repair。”His mother rushed over to help him, smiling, said, heard of it, we grow up and then repair。I was tortured him laugh to fight back。Two weeks and three months of little strange, so many tricks。  The weather forecast said that today still continue to fog and haze, continuous overcast to cloudy, the temperature will continue to decline, to remind you to go out more clothes to keep warm, prevent colds。  Three days lost fluid, ever reply to my body, little nephew and his mother and sister came over with me every day, the house Azeri, air conditioning open for a while, is not cold。  Well disease completely, only call you, not about the illness to you, I hope you share this little thing wide width gives me pleasure, I try to find language dodge infusion of thing, or are you listening to it, from my voice still weak。You seem a bit angry, and asked me: Why do large cold weather to go to the wild?Oh I explained with a smile: Spring is not coming yet?Old Yan very hard, picking up sticks nest ah good leaf title。  Oh, you know。