Flowers in memory

After a few swift and violent rainstorms, the sky in the city became dim. Perhaps because of the influence of climate, my mood also became gloomy and thoughtful. On such a rare cool summer day, I seem to have entered a long lane with deep and endless memories. Walking is like inadvertently meeting my daughter, who has been missing for many years..     As I said, one kind of search is an imaginary search, and another kind of imagination is an imaginary search. Like my only biological daughter, since the bleak autumn when I was four years old, I have rarely seen her face as beautiful as flowers and pure as a flower. occasionally, I have received phone calls from my daughter to express sadness and sorrow. I am always deeply touched by a sudden dream, like a windy winter day whistling through my sad mind.. My memory of my daughter seems to have been fixed before she was four years old, but I don’t like it. In many lonely and hard-to-reunite days, I am used to searching for my only daughter in the depths of my memory. I like to depict my daughter’s colorful growth in the ethereal imagination. In this way, all the past days will no longer be lonely, so all the memories about the daughter will not wither and bitter.. I believe that my happiness is not exhausted, and all parents in the world can understand or accept it.     But any imagination is not unfounded, so the short and wonderful four years with my daughter are destined to be the most beautiful and precious part of my memory.. My memory often starts with a Mercedes – Benz train, which was the spring of pink and willow green many years ago. I made a special trip from Urumqi to the south of the Yangtze River, where the smoke and rain are boundless.. Because my daughter is about to be born, because this young and pure little life is about to put my father’s solemn and great crown on my head.. I remember when I visited this picturesque town, the southern sky was falling with lyrical and continuous spring rains. This bright and cool spring rain is just like my excited and joyful mood. On the long and weary journey, I have conceived again and again the petite appearance of my daughter as pure as fresh water before birth..     Although I racked my brains, the appearance of my daughter at birth was beyond my expectation. It was a gentle evening of spring rain, and my expected daughter finally came into the world and opened my eyes with great surprise.. Looking at my daughter’s chubby pink face, my heart is intoxicated in this boundless and charming spring scenery. What I want to say most is that I was born an inexperienced daughter who led me to a feast of life or a splendid palace full of happiness and happiness.. I know that from now on, the continuous memory buried deep in my veins will not be interrupted silently by the passage of time. Because it is the lovely daughter who seems to be young, illuminating the sky of my soul and my previous journey. I think it must be so.     In the fragile marriage castle, I don’t want to say who is right or who is wrong. If I have to say something, the wrong party can only be myself. For a long time, what I want to say to my daughter most is: I’m sorry to my dear daughter, but it was dad who chose this erratic marriage of separation between the two places that created today’s separation, defect and misfortune.. I don’t want to say to my growing daughter that the biggest drawback and misfortune will be borne by her father who is desperate to wear a serious illness for the rest of his life.. I want to say that at the moment when the mirror of marriage broke into pieces in an uproar, my heart was completely broken, and my endless bitterness, pain and yearning will begin..     If you know what a dull pain is, you will know the piercing pain or unutterable sadness that you want to cry when you are away from your own flesh and blood.. How many days or nights have I been listening to my daughter’s quietly growing steps and the pure and shy bloom of a spring flower. Such a day is lonely and lonely, but it does not lack warmth and obsession. This is an awakening father, this is a father who constantly atones for sin or repents, this is a father who constantly cries out in the abyss of suffering, this is a father who persistently seeks the fragrance of spring flowers in the deep wounds..     There are many times when I like to appear in the street shaking heavy wheelchairs, in the torrent of noisy world or in the sunlight.. I long for a beautifully dressed and innocent little girl passing by me to run to me and shout loudly to my father with joy … but such a miracle did not happen in my hope.. I seem to stand blankly on the wasteland of the city or on the desert of emotion. I am very sad that I am very fragile, so deep-rooted thoughts make me almost burn both physically and mentally..     In the same persistent way, I silently appeared at the door of the primary or secondary school where my daughter was studying.. I’m looking forward to the ringing of the bell after school. I’m looking forward to a girl and boy in school uniform rushing through the school gate. A girl as sweet as sunshine came to me in surprise … but such a miracle did not happen either.. I stared at the crowd in front of me with moist hazy eyes, and I am sure my heart is submerged in this turbulent and noisy crowd at the moment.. However, I can no longer identify who is my daughter, and I can no longer accurately outline her growing face or scenery. Aware of this, I was sitting in a wheelchair in front of the school and felt very dizzy. My head seemed to be buzzing with countless flies.. I don’t know how sad I am, shaking my wheelchair to find my home. I don’t know. What I know is that there is a separation in the world that can make a flesh-and-blood body die or be born again..     When my daughter, who was admitted to Peking University, asked me in a sob voice in her long speech why you divorced at the beginning, I was speechless and my tears streamed down my face.. I want to say, my child, have you had a good time all these years? I want to say that although I didn’t hear the sound of a flower opening, I can hear the sound of a flower opening gracefully with rich imagination. I want to say that dad is sorry for you . but I squirmed my lips and couldn’t say anything. I just want to weave the most beautiful and deep wreath in the adult world with those silent burning thoughts or hidden pains and quietly place it in the warm candle flickering on my daughter’s birthday . the 1950 word westerly wind was written on her daughter’s birthday on April 16, 2008.

Father loves deeply

When I mention the word’ father’, such a picture will appear in my mind. In the vast field, father’s left hand plowed and his right hand raised a long bullwhip, swinging a crisp sound from time to time in a graceful arc. With the noise, the hard and solid land will be ploughed one by one, and the land will be completely tender and soft, like stepping on a carpet..   The healthy cow trained by her father to understand’ command’ is as obedient as a loyal soldier. Although she walked slowly, she was full of vigor. Her father, with a happy smile on her face, formed a poetic farming map in the sunset. Every time she went home to meet her father, I would stop at a distance and appreciate the moving scenery in a debt of gratitude..   Today, such scenery has become a passing smoke cloud, which is rare even in remote rural areas..   Therefore, every time I go back to my hometown, my father will talk to me about ploughing the land, and often at this moment, his seemingly calm eyes will immediately become bright and bright..   Talking about this matter, my father was like telling a feat, or the most brilliant experience in his life, very comfortable, and then, like drinking a cup of strong wine that has existed for many years, the whole people were drunk, even I, the observer, seemed to follow into that special era..   Appreciating the smile on my father’s face bursting with satisfaction and stroking the thick veins of veins stood out made by years, my heart became particularly heavy. For so many years, my father has lived in obscurity, working at sunrise and resting at sunset … Ah, think about it, we owe him too much as children..   After enjoying the joy of the one-act play, I also grew up slowly, and then grew up slowly. In an instant, I also became a father..   As the saying goes, only when you are in charge can you know how expensive firewood and rice are, and only when you have a son can you know how hard your mother is.. Accompanied by the crystallization of love, education for children also came along with children’s cries..   The daughter was born a boy, not restrained, with a loud voice and a very naughty voice..   In kindergarten, when the teacher was writing on the blackboard, the little guy either took the children out of the classroom secretly or went down to the table to play toys alone. The teacher said softly, she didn’t listen and criticized a few words. She grabbed the bag and said she would go home.. Or climb up and drill through the air, make some dangerous actions, make the teachers nervous, regard her as a’ living treasure’ general key guardianship, for fear that something will go wrong as soon as they leave the line of sight..   As a result, parents became ” scapegoats” and were invited to ” classes” from time to time by teachers, to repeat such words, the child was daring and could not be educated, and so on.   The child’s temperament is very clear to my wife and I, and for this reason, I also beat her several times with my face, but after a few days, it still remains the same..   So three transgressions, again good temper will also be angered. Without me, even a wife who has always been gentle has become my ” eye – catching” and ” eye – catching”. Love to see the daughter who participated in the Water Margin Regulations, in private, simply used the nickname ” Break Fire Qin Ming” on her. In the child’s voice of ha ha, she seemed to dismiss her wife’s ” admonition.”.   Fortunately, because of my work, I don’t often stay at home, and I can’t see the net..   My wife worries a lot and always complains about it when she comes home. Because they have been together for a long time, the child slowly finds out the habits of her wife and scolds her every time. Her wife has just said the first half sentence. She will say the next sentence you want to open your mouth for you, making you smile hard..   Sometimes I also play some small tricks: ” Mom and Dad asked you to take me to the park this Sunday.”. Then, he quietly fell on his mother’s ear and said, ” mom, dad said he would go to the park this Sunday.”. ‘ On one occasion, my wife and I quarreled over the lock of our lives, and she shouted ” Stop.”! You two are still not good friends? I found out that father is better to his mother, and mother is not doing well, while mother is better to his father, and father is not doing well.. ‘ A” Battle” and’ Fighting’ so let her get yellow.   Similar examples abound. For this reason, my father said less than 100 times that this is a ” son of a bitch.”. Although he said so, his father still liked her very much from the heart.   Every time I go back to my hometown to visit my father, I dream. I often wake up from my dream in the middle of the night, get up clothed and stare at my father’s picture. I always wonder, is this the tall and burly father of the past? However, reality has forced me to admit the cruel fact that my father is lame! Father is old!   Father was strong in physique when he was young. Listen to grandma said, once, the father of village soldier company commander led murakami men, women and children to dig the jiaolai river. At that time, there were many village people together, and everyone was unwilling to lag behind.. My father, who was strong and strong, stole the show on the’ battle’ field and left a deep impression on many people in other villages.. Up to now, from time to time, people have come to talk to their father, looking for bits and pieces of that era.   Often when the chatterboxes were opened, they were out of control, spitting and laughing, and smoking everywhere. Someone shouted for dinner at the door and had to stop in the reluctant to part..   I remember one time, my father led us to plant willow and poplar berms on the repaired Jiaolai river bank.. When carrying water for watering trees, my father carried a bucket in addition to two buckets of water. He happened to meet commune cadres to check the construction situation. He saw his father walking along the road without shaking his feet, carrying three buckets of water, immediately stopped and said, ” You are a half – labourer”. From then on, ” half – labourer” was called out by everyone.. Since then, whenever there are large-scale construction tasks, father has taken the lead in the war. If father is absent for a while, commune cadres will ask ” half – labor”? That’s the nickname that inspires the young father. In what era was he simply saved his life.   Father’s leg began to limp from the year of the flower nail: it was difficult to walk, and it swelled as soon as he walked more than once.. Later, the bone was in the wrong position, and he limped even more.. Despite spending a lot of money and many years of treatment, it still doesn’t work. The doctor said that this was a root planted in youth that could not be cured, but was resisted by taking medicine.   My family and I both think that the disease was caused by the people who led the village to dig the river, and many villagers said the same thing..I also asked my father, but he always said that I had no choice as a communist party member and he never regretted it..   Father is telling the truth. My great grandfather was a ” miser”, but his family was solid. According to the old generation, my old grandfather hired a short-term worker when he was busy farming, and all the people who walked to the market with their hands on a row and a half streets came to work, because fame was not afraid of not paying wages..   Great – grandfather’s family, can be said to be mules and horses, cattle and sheep full circle, at that time was a great ” big rich man”. But such a rich man is a miser. People call him ” poor calculation” in private..   His family law is very strict. He has to have a look at what he eats at every meal. He can never let a person eat and starve to death..   However, the good times were not long. Soon, the Home Returning Corps came, and the great grandfather was turned into a landlord, and all his possessions were confiscated. In this way, he praised the old grandfather for his life’s possessions. He became a pauper, and soon the old grandfather died..   Because of this, my father did not know how many times he had stood the test when he joined the Party.. So father, who has struggled to step into the party’s door, cherishes this title very much, which may also be one reason why he is willing to do his best when working?   Fortunately, my father is still a very optimistic person. At least he has always been strong in front of us. Just like when I was a soldier, my father sent me to the leader’s hand by himself, saying only, ” Do well in the army and don’t be returned.”. ‘ just don’t look back to go. At that time, my mood was very depressed. I watched other parents, relatives and friends around talking and laughing while I was alone. I could not help but shed tears and even hate my father.. My mother was supposed to send me, but my father did not let my mother come, saying that when a boy grows up, he will learn such big words as independence..   In this way, more than ten years ago, I envied somebody else and hated my father for stepping on the journey of becoming a soldier, and the feeling of home was also disappearing day by day. My comrades Xinbing even cried and homesick. I didn’t even have that idea. Therefore, the ” careless” Xinbing monitor also set me up as an example.   The rising warmth for home began one month after the next. Mother told me: Your father was afraid that his son would be sent back in the army if he couldn’t stand it! At that time, the son of a branch secretary in a neighboring village was returned because he could not eat in the army, and his father could not lift his head when he saw people.. Therefore, a father with a low culture can only cut off his son’s attachment to his family in this way. My mother also said that during the Spring Festival, my father, a strong man, secretly cried and even filled a bowl of dumplings on the table during the reunion dinner … In June 2000, I was ordered to go to Fujian Channel Station for an internship..   Shortly thereafter, the medical report of the mother’s terminal cancer was presented to her father.. In order to reassure me of my studies, my father kept the news from me until my mother died. I didn’t even see my mother’s face, which became my regret for the rest of my life.   I resent my father a little, but I understand that his father, as an old party member, has his own unique views on some matters, although sometimes he is not understood.   Sure enough, my idea was confirmed. Once I went home, I saw my father studying the ” Three Represents” theoretical study book. His father studied very seriously, not only writing circles in the book, but also making reading notes..   In my notebook, I found my father’s ” secret”. Under the persuasion of neighbors, father went superstitious for his mother for the only time, but he didn’t ” beg” for her life..   My father has been deeply regretful about this matter, and he wrote: knowing the laws of nature of life, death and illness, I, an old party member, would also ” stumble” in this respect, which is blasphemy to the party. I really can’t forgive myself..   Pen emotional surge, father’s dribs and drabs in the mind. Think carefully, how many feelings in life should be brought by the father, and how much to be loved is the father’s love? Father’s love is deep!   Leisurely, a poem emerged in my mind . Ah, father is a boat?   Carrying our harmony, warmth and dreams?   In the midst of the storm?   One oar and one oar shake away the difficulties of the years?   When the boat was worn out?   We sailed into the sheltered harbor?   Father is a history?   Wrinkles engraved with humiliation also have brilliant?   White hair is sweet as well as hard?   Hands full of calluses?   What holds up is a brilliant tomorrow, and we grow up?   Father is old?   . Ah Tong Lian: Liu Yudong, Secrets Department, Municipal Construction Bureau, 251 Dongfeng East Street, Weifang 261031

Dumb mother

Once, a good friend and I drank wine, and when the drinker was drunk, he told a story about his own experience … Ah, my mother was deaf, and my family had originally lived in a very remote countryside.. There are two brothers and three sisters in the family. And I am the youngest in the family. Although I was the youngest, my mother was the only one in the family who hurt me. As soon as I was born, I had a large blue-purple birthmark on my forehead. This was a very’ unknown’ sign in the countryside at that time.   After I was born, my mother had no milk. Later, I heard that there was a cousin of mine in nearby liu village. She had a lot of extra milk. My mother hugged me three times a day to ” ask for milk.”. This has been going back and forth for several hours. Because of this, my mother didn’t have much work to do at home, and she was often scolded by her grandmother and father.. Such a happy time is not long, and soon the seriously ill father left us. The burden of the family is completely on my mother alone. From then on, the family hated me even more because I was the’ unknown’ thing that killed my father in their hearts. It was also from that time on that none of the children in the village played with me any more, and everyone was hiding from me. Grandma tried to throw me away several times, but every time my mother found me again after asking for forgiveness..   Remember that winter, I had a high fever and was burning all over my body.. Mother thought of many ways, but none of them worked. Later, my’ silly’ mother was wearing only a thin dress herself and then stood in the snow, holding me in her room when her body was particularly cold, hoping to get rid of the fever for me in this way.. However, this still has little effect. So the mother finally went to ask uncle and uncle for them. But they wanted me to die early! Mother knocked her forehead with blood, but uncle never promised to send me to the hospital.   At this moment, my stubborn mother resolutely carried me up and quickly ran to a hospital dozens of miles away from home. along the way, her mother did not know how many times she fell. Fortunately, my life is really hard. The doctor said that if I came an hour later, I would really’ go’.   Later, I started school. But since the time when I was called a monster by my classmates and cried not to go to school again, the poor mother made an amazing decision again: to take me to the provincial capital for an operation and remove the large piece of blue and purple birthmark on my forehead.. I still remember my mother’s tearful smile after my operation. But I learned later that she and my brothers and sisters paid a heavy price for this in the future. The mother then slept only a few hours a day and found several jobs outside, getting up early and getting dark every day, resulting in complete exhaustion and serious illness.. My second brother and elder sister took the initiative to give up their studies and go out to work because they did not want to see their mother so tired. The other brothers and sisters are frugal, concentrating all their love on me at home.   Later, I finally went to college and then went to study in the United States. In the second year of my study abroad, my mother was not only diagnosed with advanced lung cancer, but also with diabetes and gastric cancer.. My poor mother, God is so unfair to her that she did not live a safe and happy day.. Until the hospital issued another notice of imminent danger, she still refused to let several older brothers and sisters tell me that she had done so, fearing that I might worry and delay my study.. Later yisow finally felt sorry and secretly called me. she said, ” bro, if you don’t come back, you won’t see mom again …” I hurried to the hospital and saw her seriously ill lying in bed. The illness had already completely tortured her out of shape. But when my mother saw me come back, she smiled at me very hard and tears in her eyes.. When I saw this scene, I could not bear my emotions any longer. Tears finally came down. I immediately knelt on the ground and cried loudly to Niang … Niang … Niang … she couldn’t hear me all my life, as if she had heard my call. She held my hands tightly, just as she gave birth to me 26 years ago and raised me with her hands. That was silent maternal love. That was the echo of the heart of love, and that was the beginning of her suffering..   As long as there is love in this world, life is immortal.     Author Li Yuliang

Brother – in – law is back

On the evening of September 4, 2014, I just returned home from the construction site. Three aunts said to me, ” Your sister’s home ( brother – in – law ) is back, you go and talk to him.”. I was surprised. However, after 189 years, at this time of Mid – Autumn Festival, brother-in-law can come back to see my parents and my sister. Anyway, I still want to meet my brother – in – law. When the car was pushed home, it went into the yard where parents cooked and saw brother-in-law standing in the yard.. He said, ” Brother, you’re back.”? Then stretched out his hand and brother-in-law hands together. This is the first time in my life to shake hands with my brother – in – law. Then said, ” elder brother, come and sit in the house! A little later, my sister also came to chat with my brother.     It has been nearly 20 years since I saw my brother – in – law. I heard my sister say, ” Xiao Rui ( niece ) ) divorced me when I was 14 years old.”. ‘ Listen to your father again: ” When you got married ( on the eve of New Year’s Day in 1996 ), your sister’s family also drove back to welcome you.”. Later, I gave him money and he said nothing. However, I don’t know when he divorced your sister. Sister is ten years older than me. I remember when I was a child, when I went to grandma’s house with my mother every Spring Festival, I saw some awards my sister received on the wall of grandma’s cabin.. Remember those testimonials or top three students or advanced workers. I also remember my sister telling me to study hard when she gave me two or five cents or one yuan of new year’s money..     When I was older, I didn’t know that my sister and I were the same mother and different father. According to my father, my sister’s father is my grandmother’s door-to-door son – in – law. When my mother was pregnant, he thought my mother was bad and bad. He wanted to divorce her on the grounds that my mother was lazy and lazy.. But mother firmly disagreed. ( In fact, he is holding the mentality that if a mother has a boy, she will live a good life, and if she has a girl, she will divorce. ) so the marriage lasted only a few years. When her sister was three years old, her father divorced her mother. My sister was raised by her mother. My mother washed her face with tears all day. Later, my aunt’s father-in-law came forward to find my grandmother and set up a match between my father and mother for the media.. My sister lived in my grandmother’s house for several years, and when I was a teenager, my sister’s father had to leave without her knowing her father and mother.. ( Because the elder sister’s father has had several more marriages during this period, but none of those women gave birth to a man and a woman for him. ). ) ) if it weren’t for a few years ago, parents heard aunt complain that her sister didn’t know how to repay her kindness, ” the sister’s parents-in-law and father didn’t go to her aunt and uncle for help until she became a city official job.”. Retired now and old-age pension. ‘ The reason why my sister was taken away will always be a mystery. In this way, my parents have been kept in the dark for decades. My father was angry and said to my aunt, ” Even if I am not Mingzhi’s biological father, is your sister-in-law Mingzhi’s mother?”? It’s ok not to let me know, but you shouldn’t hide from your sister – in – law. ‘ At first, I came to my sister’s house around 1983, when my sister and brother-in-law lived in the north of the present Yuzhong textile factory, in the family yard diagonally opposite to the leather products factory at that time.. A row of low-rise red brick and tile houses is also small in area. The sun was shining in the quiet small courtyard and some unknown flowers in the courtyard. I asked my sister to know that there was one pot called asparagus and the other one called mimosa.. There is also a basin called clivia. At that time, I heard for the first time and saw these flowers for the first time. I also went to my sister’s house several times with my brother.. In April 1989, because the work had just been distributed for less than a year, the unit efficiency was not good either. I can’t pay for more than half a year and I’m in a low mood.. So I want to ask my sister for some money to buy a radio. At that time, no consideration was given to her sister’s family situation at all. My sister lived in an upstairs on the south side of Xuchang Thermal Power Plant and on the north side of the cement plant. I went upstairs on the welding stairs outside.. After explaining the reason to my sister, she gave me 20 yuan. The environment there is very bad. What is striking every day is the fly ash on the poplar leaves on the roadside and in the brick joints of the house. The sky is also full of dust and the blue sky and white clouds are not visible all day long..The elder brother took over the project of the company’s dormitory building in 1997 because the building was close to a nearby family, and later learned in a chat with the owner of the family that her sister had divorced at that time because her brother-in-law had found a younger sister outside.. When we first heard about it, we still didn’t believe it. After asking elder sister, elder sister said the truth, and also let hide from mother, afraid of mother so sad. In 1998, during the period when my wife was admitted to the hospital due to childbirth, I was very moved when I saw my sister arrive at the hospital early in the morning with a lunch box ( inside or cooked chicken soup or other food ). I’m thinking that when my son grows up, he must know how to treat his aunt. It was not until 2002, when my sister got married for the second time, did my mother know about it.     In 2006, after her niece had a baby, her sister has been living in her niece’s home. At that time, I didn’t know my sister was divorced again. Two marital setbacks have caused great harm to the sister’s body and mind. I don’t know when, as if in 2011, my mother said, ” Now I have a lot of forgetfulness and I can’t remember where I put my things.”. So money and other things are not lost less. On several occasions, your sister came back from Zhengzhou to buy something, either on the train or on the bus. Sometimes I get lost. ‘ at that time, also don’t know sister has appeared brain atrophy. People who had suffered from brain atrophy became unhappy and unfriendly.. My sister lives in her niece’s home. My niece and nephew’s son-in-law are busy working and not at home during the day, and my sister is even more lonely.. My niece is also very upset about this. Therefore, this spring, the niece sent her sister back to our family. I hope my sister can live happily and livelier in the love of her parents and our siblings.. After her return, although living conditions were not as good as those of her niece, her sister could go to vegetable garden activities with her parents during the day, see all kinds of vegetables growing in the garden, share the warm sunshine and listen to the birds singing in the trees.. In the evening, you can also talk to our brother, sister and several sisters at home, or talk with your parents about things you can remember. In order to get better as soon as possible, my sister keeps exercising backwards, independence of golden rooster, or playing with walnuts, all of which are beneficial to brain activity and promote brain microcirculation..     It was unexpected that brother-in-law could come back after nearly 19 years. Later, I learned from my sister that the reason was because my niece kept chatting with her brother-in-law about WeChat after watching the movie to participate in the return regulation, hoping to influence her brother – in – law.. I also heard my sister say that her brother-in-law once came back a few days ago and left her two thousand yuan when she left, but her sister, mother and sister were adamant not to do so.. My sister said, ” What my sister needs is not money, but affection and love. You can always come back to see my sister, better than anything.”. Sister and brother-in-law are nearly sixty years old. I don’t know if brother-in-law has had a good time over the years. I only hope my sister can get better as soon as possible. I only hope my sister can have a happier and happier life.!

All the threads are sentient

[ Introduction ]A small courtyard planted with loofah will naturally have the convenience of’ getting the moon before the water floor’, picking off a few or three loofah and cleaning them after peeling them gently, and a dish of fried loofah, or fried eggs of loofah, or fried beans of loofah..       Today, while the soil was still wet, I took down a large old loofah hanging on the windowsill of the backyard, took out the loofah seeds inside, visually selected full seeds, mixed with a little compound fertilizer, and added a large shovel of chicken manure as base fertilizer, so I planted a dozen loofah seeds on the corner of the backyard.. As the saying goes, ” Before and after the Qingming Festival, grow melons and beans”. Think carefully. It’s not too late to grow melons today! Luffa does not have’ deep buckwheat cover, shallow wheat cover, and soybean only covers half of its face’. After the foundation fertilizer is laid, it is only necessary to cover a layer of soil gently, but when Luffa vines begin to climb, it is best to add a thick layer of fat soil around Luffa roots to ensure the nutrition of Luffa all season..     I remember planting loofah in the same place last year. When the temperature is right, the melon seeds will sprout in about seven or eight days after planting. Wait until a few real leaves grow to make sure that the seedlings can survive, then remove the excess seedlings and leave four or five plants, so as not to absorb too much proper nutrients and cause loofah to reduce production.! At this time, a proper amount of farm manure was poured on, and after a few days, the seedlings grew to a foot in the backyard.. Looking at the enchanting posture of the seedlings, quickly take out the bean rack ( batten or bamboo ) placed in the small attic in the first year, insert it into the soil from several inches away from the loofah seedlings, lean against the wall, and let the loofah seedlings climb up the top of the chicken ring along the bean rack. In July and August, when the heat hits the head, the loofah vines and big triangular or nearly circular leaves climbing on the roof are the central air conditioner for the natural cooling and heat prevention of the chicken ring. Lead a few melon seedlings along the other bean racks to the wooden rack net already prepared in the small yard. All summer, the lush towel gourd rack is a happy paradise for me and my son to have fun with. The flowers of loofah, though not as graceful and rich as peony, not as fragrant and fragrant as gardenia, and not as proud and respectable as wintersweet, can also attract butterflies among the greenery, making the yard full of vitality. ” The vines twine around the vines and tie up Qian Qian knot, and the flowers’ are the most true portrayal. In the hot season, at noon in the sun, under the melon rack, my son and I spread a mat on the ground and lay comfortably on it, counting the loofah, one root, two root and three root falling overhead… We don’t even know when to go to sleep. We don’t even feel surprised when my mother-in-law comes to pick loofah for dinner. In summer, loofah on the shelf witnessed my son and I sleeping in a state of embarrassment. In the evening, after taking a bath, the family basked in some toilet water to prevent mosquitoes and moved out of several chairs. The family grew up in a short family under the towel gourd rack and talked to their neighbors. Only when the room temperature in the family dropped did they return to their respective rooms to rest.. Song Dynasty Du Beishan’s participation in the singing of loofah ”’ Lonely hedge households entering the spring sound, not seeing the mountain face is also self – clearing. Days of rain and clear autumn grass grow, and loofah grows along the upper tile wall. The scenes of life related to loofah in the farm yard reflect the beautiful poems of the ancients, with scenery in the poems and scenery in the poems!     A small yard planted with loofah will naturally have the convenience of ” getting the moon before the water floor”, picking a few or three loofah and cleaning it after peeling, and a dish of fried loofah, or fried loofah eggs, or fried loofah beans, or fried loofah tomato egg soup, etc. farm dishes, though not comparable to the full banquet of Manchu and Han, are delicious, but can also demonstrate the noble character that farmers can create a better life through labor.. I’m proud to tell you: Luffa is a treasure all over the body and can be used for medicine. It has the effects of cooling, diuresis, promoting blood circulation, dredging channels, detoxifying and beautifying. Luffa contains B vitamins to prevent skin aging and vitamin C to whiten skin, which can protect skin and eliminate patches, making skin white and delicate. Luffa juice has a special function of maintaining skin elasticity and can beautify and wrinkle. Therefore, Luffa juice is called ” Beauty Water” and ladies who love beauty, so don’t miss such economical and practical food.! Women’s eating more loofah also helps to regulate menstruation. Luffa is rich in vitamin C, so it has anti-scurvy function and anti-virus and anti-allergy effects.. Women with irregular menstruation, tired body, cough due to phlegm and dyspnea, and puerperal milk shortage are recommended to eat loofah more, while those with weak body and cold inside and diarrhea are not recommended to eat more.. The old man in the family told me that using the old towel gourd beaten with frost, mashing it into paste, steaming it in a bowl over water, adding white sugar to eat it three times a day, and taking it for several consecutive years in the same season has obvious effects on patients with bronchitis and chronic cough.!     After 90 days, the towel gourd vines severely beaten by frost withered in the autumn wind, standing on a small square stool, picked off all the old towel gourd hanging, hung them on the windowsill in the backyard for natural cooling, and also prepared melon seeds for the coming year. Later on, the peeled reticular old watermelon pulp was used to wash dishes and farm houses to make happy housewives sing the theme of low-carbon life.! At the corner of the courtyard, planting a few loofah trees can really cope with your whims in the summer, whether you eat or use them! It is the favorite food of domestic pigs to cut off the lush melon leaves and cut up and cook the inedible loofah with a proper amount of rice bran.! There is a beautiful article praising loofah like this: ” The grass roots are the same as the spring and autumn period, and the natural and unrestrained feelings prevail over princes.”. Wandering around the small garden to find poetry and not compete with the rich and powerful. ‘ Luffa, wisps are sentient beings, wisps of Hui Wanjia!

A greeting for ten spring

Turn on the computer and see a message” Kim, the card number is sent. Your birthday is coming soon. ‘ I’ve been busy recently, and I didn’t even realize my birthday was coming. When I saw this message, there was a feeling of perplexity. Tears slipped down unconsciously and condensed into ice on both sides of the cheek, saying that it was tender and gentle, but at the moment it kept a different warmth all the time..     I have known her for more than 20 years and have always regarded her as a friend and confidant.. When I was a child, I often shed tears because my parents didn’t let me go to her house to play.. When they grow up, they are far away from each other, maybe a year or a few years before they meet again. In the past, a mooncake from her hometown was delivered to her every Mid – Autumn Festival. Unfortunately, it was not available this year. I’m really sorry. It’s just tonight’s message that makes me irrepressible to recall in my mind the happiness I had with her every moment before.. Really, it’s not my tears, it’s the tears of the night, it’s not under my control at all, but it’s a warm drop. I suddenly wanted to give her a call, but I endured it again. I think, what will she be doing at the moment, will she be disturbed to rest at this late hour.     The air was filled with warmth, like lilies, faint and fragrant. Your greeting is better than ten spring days. And I just want to say to you in silence: ” No matter how hard and rainy you come, I will pick you up.”. ”

Feeling of pain

[ Editor’s Note ][ Participation ]Pain Feeling Regulations show that people only realize the existence of family ties when they are ill, and realize that the journey of life is like physical pain, passing through, tasting, hurting and hurting, only then can they feel calm after recovering from a major illness, know to cherish their own body and cherish the plain happiness they have.. When I clearly felt my existence, it was noon the next day. My husband said that I had been asleep for nearly twenty hours. What’s the matter with me? Didn’t I get well yesterday?? I want to sit up, but I don’t have any strength. After sleeping for so long, I don’t know what children eat or wear. Sir said, ” if you don’t get sick, you don’t get sick. if you get sick, you frighten people to death.”. Lie down and don’t worry too much. Did you know that you had a high fever last night and said you couldn’t, you must go to the website and say something to your pen pal, or they will miss you and worry about you all the time. Mr.’ said this in a relaxed tone, but I recognized his pain. He added: ” I am too busy. You have always looked after me. I will treat you well in the future.”. I understand why you still sit in front of the computer without turning on the computer, because there are your works and pen pals online, that’s all your emotional sustenance! Hearing this, I had the impulse to cry impudently, how much moved and how much guilt poured into my mind at the same time … Ah, the summer sun is pouring violently into the earth, and the eyes of the stabbing people are aching.. Hot and dry air mixed with the smell of dust came head – on. I took a few deep breaths and felt that all this was no longer fidgety and much more comfortable.. I haven’t been ill for two years. The disease has really come down like a mountain, making people feel vulnerable to human life, especially for people like me who have potential health problems.. Life is like a spring at any time, so I have always cherished my body and the ordinary life of every day.. Yesterday, I was already ill. I thought it was too hot and I would be fine in a few minutes.. After coming home from work, I used to sit in front of the computer, chatting with my friends while writing articles. I have already felt the ache of all my muscles, my head is giddy, my heart is stuffy and I can’t breathe. But the pen pal said, long time no see, hope to talk. I don’t want my friend to be disappointed, but I still sit there and talk seriously and tell about my illness. But my friend may be busy answering other people’s words, and he even said ” well” several times.. I suddenly felt that this virtual world was really boring. Who would treat a person wholeheartedly like me. Perhaps when you sit straight in front of the computer and talk about your true feelings regardless of the pain, you are only in the corner below in his computer, waiting for him to click at will after he is busy.. Suddenly feel very tired, said goodbye off the line. The pain made me too late to turn off the computer and go to the living room drowsily and fall asleep on the sofa.. At first, I also felt that the study was too hot. The cold air in the air conditioner here made me feel much better, at least it could be lifted up. Soon, the pain in the whole body intensified and the whole people felt floating.. Did I really have a serious illness? I knew very well that I couldn’t wake up. I only felt my body was placed on a volcano, and the raging fire was burning me, tearing me apart. It was extremely painful. That kind of flesh and blood pain. I really can’t stand it. God, let me free, either put out the fire or let me quickly turn to ashes. Don’t torture me.. I don’t know how long after that, the familiar voice sounded in my ear: ” mom …” mandy … ” I heard it. it was Mr and daughter calling. I tried to open my eyes and couldn’t see anything, but the tall and short figure must be Mr. and my baby daughter. ‘ Why don’t you call me? It’s all burning like this.” I heard the husband talking and my daughter crying. At this moment, my tears can no longer help but pull down and flow down my neck along my ears. No matter how strong and capable I am at ordinary times, I still depend on my relatives at this moment.! At ordinary times, I always feel that no one loves and cares about me. I really can’t afford to be ill. What kind of pain will I leave them! My husband and daughter scrambled to get me downstairs and took a taxi to the hospital. Check blood, measure body temperature and hang liquid. The tall and short figure has been shaking in front of me, saying words of comfort. I really haven’t had such pain for a long time. A full life almost made me forget the hidden danger of my own body. It was not until this morbid fever and the huge pain of my own flesh and blood that I frightened myself and my family.. The final conclusion is that a viral cold is not a blood problem to worry about. This just put the dangling heart down. By the time the liquid was lost, it was already past twelve o’clock in the evening. I couldn’t hold out in the hospital. After returning home, the fever had subsided, but the tearing muscle pain was still torturing me.. The large bed allowed me to toss and turn, with two small hands feeding me water from time to time and two big hands touching my forehead from time to time. Later, I heard his father and daughter say that they would not burn any more before turning out the light and sleeping peacefully.. After the second infusion this afternoon, I heard the doctor say that there is no need for infusion, just take the medicine for a few days.. When I was sitting here banging on these words, the painful feeling had left me, but my body was still fatigued.. Night is coming again. Sir, you’re sick like this, or you can’t leave your words, don’t be too tired!I know I’m really tired! When I didn’t contact the Internet, I still felt relaxed and happy when I occasionally saw my own words appear in newspapers and periodicals. But since I posted articles on the Internet, I haven’t left the Internet for a day. It is already part of my life.. If you don’t order this page for a day, you won’t have the spirit, and you won’t be able to eat and sleep soundly.. If you don’t see it in a day, you will feel like every other world. A friend told me when I first got online that you, a serious woman, had better not play online and you will get hurt.. I didn’t understand it at the time, but now I feel confused, confused and miserable day by day.. Perhaps this is the law of the world. When you get something from one place, you will also lose something from the same place.. As a matter of fact, many mental processes are like physical ailments. They have passed, tasted, suffered and injured, followed by the kind of calm after a major illness, which will make people feel relieved, such as getting a new life.. Cherish your body, cherish the plain happiness you have. It is also a great happiness in life to cherish all the love and soul movements in the bottom of my heart, and to take them out and enjoy them sweetly on the bright night of the moon.! But one day, I will really face death. At that time, I will proudly say to my loved ones: Goodbye, because you have no regrets in my life. Because of you, I am truly happy and happy to live this time. If there is an afterlife, we will still get together![ Responsibility Editor: Butterfly Love Flowers ]

Goddess in men’s hearts

Every man has a goddess in his heart. No matter who you are or how successful you are in your life, there is always a woman in his heart. Maybe this woman is not very beautiful, but she is definitely a talented woman..     Women with beautiful appearance can really give people a kind of visual enjoyment. Especially when we encounter some unpleasant things in our work, we all want to use a beautiful thing to transfer our visual fatigue and work troubles. At this moment, the beautiful woman is often a panacea. She is like a dream of spring, giving us a pure land and making us drunk in the dream of spring and reluctant to wake up..     Women with beautiful appearance have had an advantage since birth. She is just like a beautiful porcelain, naturally giving people a kind of pity, it is easy to make people heartache.. However, each of us men has a pair of artist’s eyes, and a woman with beautiful appearance is like a delicate work of art, then we will find her potential value, because these women have much greater potential to become talented women than women with ordinary appearance..     Although it is difficult for a woman with ordinary appearance to give a person a visual enjoyment, as long as she is kind in heart, she can also fascinate men. At this time, she was like a bunch of camellias. Although she looked ordinary in appearance, she had connotation and charm that attracted men..     A woman with ordinary appearance does have an advantage over a woman with beautiful appearance, because she does not have a good leather bag. The plain appearance does not mean that she has no hope of becoming a talented woman, but that she will shed more sweat than those beautiful women in the long river of life.. Through the ages, there are many women who have ordinary appearance and become talented women. Hua Mulan in ancient times, Liu Hulan in modern times and Zhang Ailing in modern times are all models among women..     Ugly – looking women give people the feeling of blurred vision. On the outside, it seems that she was completely defeated. At first glance, most men don’t want to look at the second eye. In fact, this is a man’s’ visual field disease’. It can also be said that most men are vulgar and like to judge people by their looks.. However, you must not give up yourself. As long as your heart is beautiful, you can also calm some men’s hearts, thus charming a large group of men.     A woman with an ugly appearance may have an ugly appearance, but her heart is often beautiful. At this time, we should know that looks are born, given by parents, and can never be changed by ourselves.. Although this is a defect of our own, think about it in turn. In fact, this is also one of our own characteristics. We should not look for some troubles in appearance, but try to open up a little in all things, and there will be a bright day.. As long as we persevere in the road of life, we can also be like Zhuge Liang’s wife Huang Yueying, even though we look like evil spirits and salt-free women from hell, we can also be goddesses in men’s hearts..     Everyone has the heart to love beauty. Men like beauty. If there is a man who says he doesn’t like beauty, he must be hypocritical, because most men like to judge people by their looks, and there are many examples of people who don’t like beauty in the mountains from ancient times, but there are many kinds of beauty: beauty in appearance, graceful and restrained beauty, subtle beauty, exquisite beauty, and spiritual beauty … most of the beauty in the life path is the scenery in the field of vision, and she is often like a bunch of bright roses that can fill the blank in our field of vision, but not all the scenery in the field of vision can be imaged on the screen.. This tells us that not all the beautiful women we meet in life can become goddesses in our hearts, but these beautiful women have a bigger chance than plain women. Nor are the plain-looking women encountered in life impossible to become goddesses in our hearts, but these plain-looking women have less chance than beautiful ones. Not to mention the ugly women encountered in life will not become the goddesses in our hearts, but these ugly women have less chances than other women.     In the long world of mortals, no matter how beautiful she looks or not, as long as she is beautiful in heart, graceful and restrained without publicity, such a woman is the most beautiful, such a woman can impress a man’s heart again, and such a woman is the goddess in a man’s heart..

Do yourself a good job without applause

The applause from the world is very powerful. For those who need applause, it is moving, grateful, encouraging and sympathetic.. But to many people, applause is a kind of negative fatigue and also a kind of injury. There are too many people who like to give applause, and if there are too many applause, they will become a pair of chronic poisons.. The applause that others give you today cannot prove your tomorrow.     There are so many people who are pursuing their own success, but they are not diligent in applause. Although their soul is lonely and their heart hurts, their thoughts will be broad because of their depth, their steps will be calm because of their sureness, and their hopes will be imminent because of their training.. Indulging in applause, such as gambling addiction, what will you lose tomorrow? Sometimes I don’t even know myself.     A piece of praise, sometimes blinded awake, a compliment, and will forget to abandon themselves. Only when you are awake can you find the right direction and see the way forward. When you face yourself all the time, you have grasped the world, kept your soul from escaping, and kept tomorrow and hope..     There is no one but a dusty world. It is difficult for us to grasp the fate of others. We only have to be ourselves. Unfortunately, we often cannot live calmly.     Indifferent is a true fix, no one can really do it easily, because few people really go to fix for it. For those who repair, they must calm down to cultivate one’s morality and cultivate one’s character, and repair one’s heart and ease one’s feelings.. The path of repair is like a secluded path in the woods, quiet, broad, fragrant and plain, but few people walk and few people are traveled by.. The world of mortals is rolling along the road, bustling and bustling, and the people’s congress has crowded into this boundless road, just for the sake of a little name or benefit, big or small. Some people sent, some planted, some stinked, and some were squeezed out of the gutter. Some people stole the reputation of others as a generous family, while others broke the dust of the yellow sorghum dream.. . Ah, successful people to squeeze, to earn, to rob, for their flag-waving people also to squeeze. Chaos world, how many funny people, how many sad people, there are still a few poor people left? And not to earn not to squeeze people, from the side of the road light body walk, only smile to see that a group of crazy people, I don’t know why to squeeze, the road is not also a road, not also leads to the front?     It turns out that those who squeeze to earn all think that is the struggle of life, but look at those who pass by and laugh at the fool in the world.. So people crowded on the road became more crowded, and everyone worked hard to’ squeeze’ together, couldn’t see the road ahead, didn’t know to turn around and retreat, crowded all his life, and ended up with a happy empty scene.. People who don’t go to crowded places have already gone to the future, seen the most beautiful scenery in life and picked up the most precious happiness along the way..     The big hermit is better than the common world. He listens to the tea, remembers the past and sends it far away, drinks the taste of life and observes the world quietly. The little hermit, let alone the hermit, went to the mountains and waters to find a clear ratio, to melt a cup of delight and sweetness, to look up at the azalea and look down for wheatgrass.. What are you not willing to do? Express willingness to do it? Why bother to find trouble?     Greed, Chen, chi, can’t let go, can’t see through, he missed himself.     Can’t see through, is sad, see through is mature. With the growth of age, I have been hanging out in the world for a long time. I think I can play big cards by playing face to face, but some things can’t be seen through, and you are still childish.. Because the mind has nothing to do with age. Be open-minded when you are a person, because a mature person does not ask for the past, and what he sees is tomorrow..     The same is true for readers. Having a mature mind is more useful than having a great fortune.. If you are not good at reading, don’t force yourself, because your life experience is still shallow, and don’t hurt yourself or yourself at will.. Being able to understand others is a kind of wisdom, being able to understand others is a kind of moral character, and being able to know oneself is a wise man.. Sit still and often think of yourself, and chat with others. Some people always feel that they are despised because they have no weight in themselves and because they have a psychological inferiority complex.. So above people, we should treat others as human beings. Under people, think of yourself as a person. To treat others as human beings and pass on happiness to others; Think of yourself as a person and leave happiness for yourself.     People want to live simply by tolerating themselves more, demanding less from others and demanding too much from others. In fact, what they leave behind is pain.. Don’t want to be such a lifetime person? It’s not necessary. Many times, we take good care of our own life, which is more important than anything else.     The simplicity of living still requires us to be ourselves. Often you dew point innocence, someone said you act young show, not sincere enough; If you are sophisticated, he also accuses you of being too shrewd and frightening.. You always feel that it’s not right or wrong to be a person. It’s too difficult to be a person.! There are many noisy people around you, most of them come to seek fame and reputation in order to destroy others and lift themselves up.. You must not care about it. We must care about ourselves! Exhale the worldly fetters, break the shackles of worldly wisdom, and return to nature. I am me, the real me.Having a detachment and free and easy life is better than being’ long – term and long – term’ and aboveboard, whether life is wonderful or not, but the heart is flat and honest.     Only when you are indifferent can you be clear – minded, and only when you are quiet can you reach your goal. Name and profit, power and wealth, and wealth are all ethereal things outside. Everyone wants to own them, and only a handful of people are lucky enough to get them. We don’t need to make every effort to earn a little bit of what we earn, but what we lose is the beauty and happiness we have with us.. It’s better to take off the disguise, live with frankness, and have a true temperament.? People are human beings. What people actually do is a kind of realm: in beginning of life, looking at mountains is mountains and looking at water is water. People are not confused when they arrive, and seeing mountains is not like mountains, and seeing water is not like water. People will be old, looking at mountains or mountains, looking at water or water, feeling happy in nature and returning to simplicity. Only by doing so can one be really wise.

Beginning with appreciation and ending with sadness

I like it, everything, let nature take its course. Work, don’t be too tired, live, don’t want to be too noisy, emotional, don’t be too strong. Occasionally, the moon looks up to the wind and occasionally refers to raw flowers. Chang ‘an, smiling and having a good time. The exterior is calm like water, and the heart is firm like a mountain..     The inscriptions are content to enjoy the quiet of life, like the time of walking in words, often sitting in a corner, tasting the astringency and sweetness of the years, expressing a faint fragrance, feeling the true meaning of life and looking for a happy heart sound.. Such a time is simple and pure, and such a state of mind is pure. If I can, I would like to bloom as a flower, watch silently and accompany silently. If I can feel at ease, I will return home..     People really need to experience, even if it is suffering, it is worth experiencing. Because of the rich experience, we can practice our inner strength. It is useless to shed anxiety and cultivate the temperament of the years.. When you are upset, do things quietly. At the root of the problem, unhappiness is that there are too many desires and the pursuit of more will naturally lead to fatigue.. But what is there to tangle with? As long as you are still alive and healthy, what can’t you get? I appreciate people who are calm and quiet.     The most difficult position in a person’s life is to return to the truth. Don’t lose hope for spring flowers due to the withering of a flower, don’t miss the poetry of the whole winter due to the departure of a leaf, and don’t lose faith in love and kindness due to all kinds of sadness and disappointment.. I appreciate those who have love in their hearts. After years of experience and returning to the truth, we can understand that love can never be lost. Friends are a beautiful scenery in the journey, not forever, as long as they travel together, they will also be a warm memory..     Have you ever said something drastic when you are in a low mood, and you feel so guilty when you calm down afterwards? Have you ever hated people you don’t like so much, and looked coldly at them, remembering them after years, thinking about them, and so on? Have you ever felt like the world is against you when your life is at a low ebb, and you have a long time to sleep, and you will never get through the pain, and when the rain comes down and the weather clears, you will find that the previous suffering is a fortune, and you can understand it.. Maybe we’re going through it every day. But isn’t that what life is like? From one place to another, there are always lower places and also higher places.     Women should be like orchid. They do not want to surprise the world’s appearance, but they have an elegant connotation. Women should be like poems, costumes and cosmetics. They can dress up a person beautifully, but they will not make a person beautiful. Having a beautiful heart is the most beautiful woman. Women should like water, let clouds roll like clouds, flowers bloom and fall, the heart should be calm, calm and gentle like jade, and calm like water. Women should be as beautiful as flowers, can sing, write, read and travel, look better than live, say goodbye to those small emotions, and smile at the sunshine and rain..     Years can make a person’s face grow old, but if the heart is calm, the heart will not grow old. Keep a cool and warm heart, guard a loving but not violent feeling, cherish the quiet and warm time, and write words of ease and ease. Woman, love yourself well, love the person you love, cherish what you have at present and enjoy the present life, and you will always be a noble princess..     Before I know what kind of person you are, I won’t be easy to get along with. People who don’t have a sense of security probably do. And the best proof to test feelings is time. When the time comes, the person who is congenial is close at hand, and the person who has passed by has long been in the end of the world.. Fate is that some people get along with each other but don’t walk into their hearts, some fall in love at a glance, and the best treasure is to meet the most beautiful you in the best time, then smile at one another, cherish each other silently and accompany with silence.. The world of mortals is like smoke, everyone is pretending to be sad or happy, so most of the time, you have brushed against each other before you could understand or even see a person. Life tells me that you are just passing by.. The vast sea of people, passers-by in a hurry, can meet is no longer easy, but it is a rare fate to know each other and keep each other together, so life also tells you: learn to cherish.     Time is like a sand between fingers. No matter how tightly you hold it, you will miss the track of history bit by bit.. Years are like songs. What is left behind and cannot be left behind will be become memories, once a happy and sad capital.. The songs I heard and the people I loved fade away with my memory, but the one I once thought was deep – rooted, is also so light and light in the wind and light in the clouds.. Learning to forget is a life attitude and a sublimation of happiness.     When love has become a reminiscence, it fades away in time, only to find that those who leave will never come back. When the feeling broke into quicksand and passed between the fingers, it became clear that we couldn’t go back any more.. One day all the past that you can’t pass will pass, and there will always be some unexpected future that will meet with you.. Both gain and loss are fixed numbers. The only thing that remains unchanged is the time of old age.. There are always many helplessness in this world. Look forward, and you will reap the splendor of the next stop..     When things go smoothly, gain and loss will pass. Don’t let the haze occupy the heart of good feeling. Rich and poor life, contentment and happiness, don’t let worry cover the smiling face; Discrepancy is life, love and hate are all related. Don’t let tears soak up the scent of dust. Writing with a light pen does not fall into the common dispute, and does not let the dust foul the lines of pure beauty. Hannabaichuan, a place of tolerance is a big place. Don’t let today’s sunshine permeate yesterday and evening. Face down, smile to warm, don’t let the darkness bury the kindness inside; Optimism and self – confidence, courage and hard work, don’t let malaise lose its way forward; Embrace yourself, calm down and settle down. Don’t let loneliness engulf the latent strength. The world of mortals has love, warm in the heart, don’t let the cold break the wings of angels. If you have a dream, you will fly.     Most of all, I like that kind of cool, no warm words, even if I like it again. There is no crazy move, even if again crazy. Shaohua is still, but the heart has long been free from the world of mortals and turned into a clear lotus. You come, I smile without saying a word, you go, I am calm and calm.. Those who like it are deeply hidden in their hearts and do not disturb them. Like the word, silently included in the paper, not noisy.Even if I grow old, I can say to myself once I think of it: I like you, that’s all.     You see the scenery on the bridge, I stand by the bridge looking at you, Jiangnan decorated your nib, and you decorated my dream. The water in the south of the Yangtze River is beautiful but not turbid. The willow in the south of the Yangtze River is mei but not demon. The pavilion in the south of the Yangtze River is ancient but not broken. Yanbo Cui, vegetation shaking, blue river month, orchid pavilion are, not hidden but not shone, just right. Some people say that reality is not so beautiful. In fact, beauty is the mood at that moment.. In an extension, life is full of scenery. If you have a good heart, the sky is blue, the clouds are white, and flowers are in full bloom.. Life is a journey. It doesn’t care about the destination. It’s important to appreciate the scenery along the way and pick up the beautiful mood.. Therefore, the scenery is external beauty and reflects your inner purity. This kind of gesture is called poetic dwelling.     After passing through the scenery of time and watching the rebirth of life, I realized that fate is no longer a matter of spending, but it will be lost at the end of the season, and it will not be that branch again in the coming year.. Memories have updated scenes and scenes, and people around them have changed batch by batch. It turns out that everyone is a passer – by, but the difference is only the time limit for staying, and what was once said has changed forever.. And I finally understand that the happiness of life lies in doing and cherishing it, not sighing about yesterday’s sadness, not knowing tomorrow’s appearance, and if you are still there, I will feel at ease.     There is a kind of meeting called karma, gathering and scattering with fate, a kind of feeling called silent love and quiet love, a kind of concern about the world of mortals, silent and warm, and a kind of attitude of light but not forgetful and smiling. Keeping distance with some people is not frivolous, but because of love, they choose to give each other space to miss, feeling deeply and feeling warm. It is not to forget that a feeling is flat, but also to love that I chose to hide deeply in a shallow place, because I know that the long stream of fine water is longer than before.. What can be said is not the most profound, what exists in the heart is what can not be said.     Through personal experience, words are the mood. When the wind is light and the clouds are light, the mood is just words. When you are in the ascendant, your friends all know you, and when you are down and out, you know your friends. When you get drunk, you know who you love most, and when you get sick, you know who loves you most. When happy, listening to songs is songs, when sad, listening to songs is tears; When I was young, I drifted away with all my heart. When I looked back, I tried my best to keep my memories. Carnival, a person lonely, lonely, crowded into the carnival; Together, I can’t stand being insipid. After turning around, I regret not being as good as at the beginning … Ah, in my life, some people came and went, amazing the time and painful memories. In the fleeting time, there were some ups and downs, which warmed the meeting and moistened the separation.. The reason is that I saw you in the crowd. I saw you in the crowd. The reason is predestined. If you go to Qiu Lai in spring, no one can change it..     True love is not nothing in the heart, not in the world, but in everything, if the heart is dust – free. The real simplicity is not to avoid the world of mortals and know nothing about them, but to experience the dust and dust and have a clear heart. The true wisdom is not to make friends with friends and control enemies with enemies, but to make friends with enemies and serve people with virtue. True happiness is not emotion like honey and sweetness like candy, but weather-beaten and plain. A true friend is not a person who talks about love on paper, but who is in the same boat and calm as water. True love is not to find a perfect person, but to appreciate an imperfect person with beautiful eyes..     As onlookers, everyone is like a philosopher, who can speak a warning message in rapid succession, but when he really experiences it personally, he has no transcendental temperament and can’t help feeling the same way.. It’s easy to know, but it’s probably so. There are also a few people in the world who can truly rise above the dust, fade away from the wind and cloud and hold a Zen mind.? I believe that every kind of happiness is worth cherishing, every pain needs to be experienced, and life is a bittersweet and enlightened experience.. As long as you plant a tree of Bodhi from another Taoyuan in your heart, you will always be yourself in one place without getting lost.. With a lotus in his hand, he is light and full of sleeves, with Shaohua not yet at the center, and sunny and sunny..     Live a life of fresh clothes and angry horses in a happy-go-lucky manner. Life can’t be flat like water. There are always such and such waves. Only if we live in peace with each other, can we be content with the present situation. Beginning with appreciation and ending with sadness, after that, be a beautiful woman, with flowers blooming, flowers falling indifferently, the world is stable, and the age sequence is quiet..    [ WeChat Public Number[ Commodity Name ]: Qyr 147 ]