Day: November 10, 2018

Hands folded, shallow sleep in the summer of Schisandra chinensis

[ Editor’s Note ]: In Senior Three, people said it was purgatory. The person who fought together once gave up, leaving me wandering alone. I still don’t give up. Although I am the disharmonious person in the teacher’s eyes, I still insist on myself.. After the flowers bloom and fall again, I can only sleep with my hands folded at the end of the summer with the faint fragrance of Schisandra chinensis, with all the thoughts of flying over the sky and covering the ground in pieces of light source, without waking up all the year round.. Say hello to the purple pole, right foam! Looking forward to more excellent work from you! The world is quiet green, with clear layers and dry veins.     The adults have a new topic, and the children who care about their families after tea and meal have a great future..     My mother looked at me and shook her head..     I can’t remember how many times it was. At the beginning, it was just a silent sigh in my heart, pointing out roundly when I spoke.. For a long time, I don’t care how I feel about it. Maybe she thinks I don’t have any feelings at all. I was already numb and hopeless in her eyes. The in the mind of helpless can no longer press down.     The hot sun stung my eyes and stirred.     The squad leader said you must pay for your willfulness. I took the report card and looked at the numbers jumping on it. Ah, the price. The corners of the mouth make a radian upward, so we have been holding the joys and sorrows by these small numbers all the time.. The class leader has an incredible expression on his face, the college entrance examination is imminent, and I can still smile if the score drops to the edge.. He turned and left angrily, leaving the words’ call parents’ swaying in the air.. Whether or not, he has also been disappointed in me to the point of irretrievably.?     Asahi said he could not hold out any longer. Pressure forced his nerves and he was afraid he would go mad. So he chose to leave. I drank the last sip of water from the cup, calmly pressed the delete key, and then turned it off. Remove the analog card, and finally replace it. The message seemed to have never existed, but it was also a shrinking violet.. At the beginning, the man who said that even if people all over the world don’t believe me, I won’t give up on my own.? Now that we all still have faith in you on the same front line, you are the first to be a fugitive. Then I was told with a tear message that I was less happy and more lonely. What pressure, what crazy? Said so charming, selfish as hell.     Turn off the lights, turn on the computer and order He Gui’s participation in the masthead flower opening bill. Sit on the floor with your knees folded and listen again and again.. His voice in the sound box was calm and clear like an 18 – year – old young man. He Gui is energetic and vigorous like a tumbler. I don’t know if when Xie Na often reveals that he is old, he will also remember the time when he once had a gardenia blossom, and whether he will also think of the youth paths he took and walked together..     How long will it be before the summer solstice? This summer solstice I also want to enter the senior three that obliterates the whole illusion of youth. Rumours of purgatory, huh.     The higher the data on the desk is, the faster it will annihilate camphor outside the window. The degree of glasses is advancing with the concept of sustainable development. Anne, my beloved Yi Shu, was moved to the corner of the bookshelf and covered with a thick layer of dust.. I was confused and didn’t even know which corner of the sky I had long dream of wandering in. The sky was vast and gloomy, with no blue crevices, and even a trace of loneliness could not be found..     This is the reality, now in front of the facts. It told me with bloody status quo that my last stand has already started. I have no more innocence and fantasy. How terrible, even the most basic power was blocked, too unsatisfactory.    All say that youth is fearless, why can’t I find any enthusiasm that belongs to me, like fire and song. My right hand is fighting hard, my left hand is waiting for a harvest. What a long blow down the river. I seem to be old, standing on the horizon far away from youth, watching it play a new story.     The light in my brother’s room was turned on very late, even one of his junior high school students knew the situation was critical, and I, a student entering the college entrance examination, was still not sure how determined I was in my position.. So confused and so clueless, it is no wonder that my mother shook her head at me.     Damn it, this summer is gone forever. In a deep word, I’m waiting for the ashes to go out. As if nothing had happened, I crawled in the days near the college entrance examination, just like my soul was delayed. So I lost the meaning of waiting, and I could only start with my legs lifted, even if I was not afraid of the abyss ahead, at least the result would tell me if I was so vulnerable..     Touching the walls of the maze, even if I stumbled and survived, I also had to go on. It doesn’t matter if there are any flowers or applause.. The retreat has been broken, and the world’s hidden rules have always been in place.     Life is weird like a chess game, ten percent of the time. There is always someone in the distance doing something completely opposite to us. I can’t know, I can’t guess, I can’t even miss it. After the flowers bloom and fall again, I can only sleep with my hands folded at the end of the summer with the faint fragrance of Schisandra chinensis, with all the thoughts of flying over the sky and covering the ground in pieces of light source, without waking up all the year round..    [ Responsibility Editor: Violet Pole[ Original ]