Goddess in men’s hearts

Every man has a goddess in his heart. No matter who you are or how successful you are in your life, there is always a woman in his heart. Maybe this woman is not very beautiful, but she is definitely a talented woman..     Women with beautiful appearance can really give people a kind of visual enjoyment. Especially when we encounter some unpleasant things in our work, we all want to use a beautiful thing to transfer our visual fatigue and work troubles. At this moment, the beautiful woman is often a panacea. She is like a dream of spring, giving us a pure land and making us drunk in the dream of spring and reluctant to wake up..     Women with beautiful appearance have had an advantage since birth. She is just like a beautiful porcelain, naturally giving people a kind of pity, it is easy to make people heartache.. However, each of us men has a pair of artist’s eyes, and a woman with beautiful appearance is like a delicate work of art, then we will find her potential value, because these women have much greater potential to become talented women than women with ordinary appearance..     Although it is difficult for a woman with ordinary appearance to give a person a visual enjoyment, as long as she is kind in heart, she can also fascinate men. At this time, she was like a bunch of camellias. Although she looked ordinary in appearance, she had connotation and charm that attracted men..     A woman with ordinary appearance does have an advantage over a woman with beautiful appearance, because she does not have a good leather bag. The plain appearance does not mean that she has no hope of becoming a talented woman, but that she will shed more sweat than those beautiful women in the long river of life.. Through the ages, there are many women who have ordinary appearance and become talented women. Hua Mulan in ancient times, Liu Hulan in modern times and Zhang Ailing in modern times are all models among women..     Ugly – looking women give people the feeling of blurred vision. On the outside, it seems that she was completely defeated. At first glance, most men don’t want to look at the second eye. In fact, this is a man’s’ visual field disease’. It can also be said that most men are vulgar and like to judge people by their looks.. However, you must not give up yourself. As long as your heart is beautiful, you can also calm some men’s hearts, thus charming a large group of men.     A woman with an ugly appearance may have an ugly appearance, but her heart is often beautiful. At this time, we should know that looks are born, given by parents, and can never be changed by ourselves.. Although this is a defect of our own, think about it in turn. In fact, this is also one of our own characteristics. We should not look for some troubles in appearance, but try to open up a little in all things, and there will be a bright day.. As long as we persevere in the road of life, we can also be like Zhuge Liang’s wife Huang Yueying, even though we look like evil spirits and salt-free women from hell, we can also be goddesses in men’s hearts..     Everyone has the heart to love beauty. Men like beauty. If there is a man who says he doesn’t like beauty, he must be hypocritical, because most men like to judge people by their looks, and there are many examples of people who don’t like beauty in the mountains from ancient times, but there are many kinds of beauty: beauty in appearance, graceful and restrained beauty, subtle beauty, exquisite beauty, and spiritual beauty … most of the beauty in the life path is the scenery in the field of vision, and she is often like a bunch of bright roses that can fill the blank in our field of vision, but not all the scenery in the field of vision can be imaged on the screen.. This tells us that not all the beautiful women we meet in life can become goddesses in our hearts, but these beautiful women have a bigger chance than plain women. Nor are the plain-looking women encountered in life impossible to become goddesses in our hearts, but these plain-looking women have less chance than beautiful ones. Not to mention the ugly women encountered in life will not become the goddesses in our hearts, but these ugly women have less chances than other women.     In the long world of mortals, no matter how beautiful she looks or not, as long as she is beautiful in heart, graceful and restrained without publicity, such a woman is the most beautiful, such a woman can impress a man’s heart again, and such a woman is the goddess in a man’s heart..

Do yourself a good job without applause

The applause from the world is very powerful. For those who need applause, it is moving, grateful, encouraging and sympathetic.. But to many people, applause is a kind of negative fatigue and also a kind of injury. There are too many people who like to give applause, and if there are too many applause, they will become a pair of chronic poisons.. The applause that others give you today cannot prove your tomorrow.     There are so many people who are pursuing their own success, but they are not diligent in applause. Although their soul is lonely and their heart hurts, their thoughts will be broad because of their depth, their steps will be calm because of their sureness, and their hopes will be imminent because of their training.. Indulging in applause, such as gambling addiction, what will you lose tomorrow? Sometimes I don’t even know myself.     A piece of praise, sometimes blinded awake, a compliment, and will forget to abandon themselves. Only when you are awake can you find the right direction and see the way forward. When you face yourself all the time, you have grasped the world, kept your soul from escaping, and kept tomorrow and hope..     There is no one but a dusty world. It is difficult for us to grasp the fate of others. We only have to be ourselves. Unfortunately, we often cannot live calmly.     Indifferent is a true fix, no one can really do it easily, because few people really go to fix for it. For those who repair, they must calm down to cultivate one’s morality and cultivate one’s character, and repair one’s heart and ease one’s feelings.. The path of repair is like a secluded path in the woods, quiet, broad, fragrant and plain, but few people walk and few people are traveled by.. The world of mortals is rolling along the road, bustling and bustling, and the people’s congress has crowded into this boundless road, just for the sake of a little name or benefit, big or small. Some people sent, some planted, some stinked, and some were squeezed out of the gutter. Some people stole the reputation of others as a generous family, while others broke the dust of the yellow sorghum dream.. . Ah, successful people to squeeze, to earn, to rob, for their flag-waving people also to squeeze. Chaos world, how many funny people, how many sad people, there are still a few poor people left? And not to earn not to squeeze people, from the side of the road light body walk, only smile to see that a group of crazy people, I don’t know why to squeeze, the road is not also a road, not also leads to the front?     It turns out that those who squeeze to earn all think that is the struggle of life, but look at those who pass by and laugh at the fool in the world.. So people crowded on the road became more crowded, and everyone worked hard to’ squeeze’ together, couldn’t see the road ahead, didn’t know to turn around and retreat, crowded all his life, and ended up with a happy empty scene.. People who don’t go to crowded places have already gone to the future, seen the most beautiful scenery in life and picked up the most precious happiness along the way..     The big hermit is better than the common world. He listens to the tea, remembers the past and sends it far away, drinks the taste of life and observes the world quietly. The little hermit, let alone the hermit, went to the mountains and waters to find a clear ratio, to melt a cup of delight and sweetness, to look up at the azalea and look down for wheatgrass.. What are you not willing to do? Express willingness to do it? Why bother to find trouble?     Greed, Chen, chi, can’t let go, can’t see through, he missed himself.     Can’t see through, is sad, see through is mature. With the growth of age, I have been hanging out in the world for a long time. I think I can play big cards by playing face to face, but some things can’t be seen through, and you are still childish.. Because the mind has nothing to do with age. Be open-minded when you are a person, because a mature person does not ask for the past, and what he sees is tomorrow..     The same is true for readers. Having a mature mind is more useful than having a great fortune.. If you are not good at reading, don’t force yourself, because your life experience is still shallow, and don’t hurt yourself or yourself at will.. Being able to understand others is a kind of wisdom, being able to understand others is a kind of moral character, and being able to know oneself is a wise man.. Sit still and often think of yourself, and chat with others. Some people always feel that they are despised because they have no weight in themselves and because they have a psychological inferiority complex.. So above people, we should treat others as human beings. Under people, think of yourself as a person. To treat others as human beings and pass on happiness to others; Think of yourself as a person and leave happiness for yourself.     People want to live simply by tolerating themselves more, demanding less from others and demanding too much from others. In fact, what they leave behind is pain.. Don’t want to be such a lifetime person? It’s not necessary. Many times, we take good care of our own life, which is more important than anything else.     The simplicity of living still requires us to be ourselves. Often you dew point innocence, someone said you act young show, not sincere enough; If you are sophisticated, he also accuses you of being too shrewd and frightening.. You always feel that it’s not right or wrong to be a person. It’s too difficult to be a person.! There are many noisy people around you, most of them come to seek fame and reputation in order to destroy others and lift themselves up.. You must not care about it. We must care about ourselves! Exhale the worldly fetters, break the shackles of worldly wisdom, and return to nature. I am me, the real me.Having a detachment and free and easy life is better than being’ long – term and long – term’ and aboveboard, whether life is wonderful or not, but the heart is flat and honest.     Only when you are indifferent can you be clear – minded, and only when you are quiet can you reach your goal. Name and profit, power and wealth, and wealth are all ethereal things outside. Everyone wants to own them, and only a handful of people are lucky enough to get them. We don’t need to make every effort to earn a little bit of what we earn, but what we lose is the beauty and happiness we have with us.. It’s better to take off the disguise, live with frankness, and have a true temperament.? People are human beings. What people actually do is a kind of realm: in beginning of life, looking at mountains is mountains and looking at water is water. People are not confused when they arrive, and seeing mountains is not like mountains, and seeing water is not like water. People will be old, looking at mountains or mountains, looking at water or water, feeling happy in nature and returning to simplicity. Only by doing so can one be really wise.

Beginning with appreciation and ending with sadness

I like it, everything, let nature take its course. Work, don’t be too tired, live, don’t want to be too noisy, emotional, don’t be too strong. Occasionally, the moon looks up to the wind and occasionally refers to raw flowers. Chang ‘an, smiling and having a good time. The exterior is calm like water, and the heart is firm like a mountain..     The inscriptions are content to enjoy the quiet of life, like the time of walking in words, often sitting in a corner, tasting the astringency and sweetness of the years, expressing a faint fragrance, feeling the true meaning of life and looking for a happy heart sound.. Such a time is simple and pure, and such a state of mind is pure. If I can, I would like to bloom as a flower, watch silently and accompany silently. If I can feel at ease, I will return home..     People really need to experience, even if it is suffering, it is worth experiencing. Because of the rich experience, we can practice our inner strength. It is useless to shed anxiety and cultivate the temperament of the years.. When you are upset, do things quietly. At the root of the problem, unhappiness is that there are too many desires and the pursuit of more will naturally lead to fatigue.. But what is there to tangle with? As long as you are still alive and healthy, what can’t you get? I appreciate people who are calm and quiet.     The most difficult position in a person’s life is to return to the truth. Don’t lose hope for spring flowers due to the withering of a flower, don’t miss the poetry of the whole winter due to the departure of a leaf, and don’t lose faith in love and kindness due to all kinds of sadness and disappointment.. I appreciate those who have love in their hearts. After years of experience and returning to the truth, we can understand that love can never be lost. Friends are a beautiful scenery in the journey, not forever, as long as they travel together, they will also be a warm memory..     Have you ever said something drastic when you are in a low mood, and you feel so guilty when you calm down afterwards? Have you ever hated people you don’t like so much, and looked coldly at them, remembering them after years, thinking about them, and so on? Have you ever felt like the world is against you when your life is at a low ebb, and you have a long time to sleep, and you will never get through the pain, and when the rain comes down and the weather clears, you will find that the previous suffering is a fortune, and you can understand it.. Maybe we’re going through it every day. But isn’t that what life is like? From one place to another, there are always lower places and also higher places.     Women should be like orchid. They do not want to surprise the world’s appearance, but they have an elegant connotation. Women should be like poems, costumes and cosmetics. They can dress up a person beautifully, but they will not make a person beautiful. Having a beautiful heart is the most beautiful woman. Women should like water, let clouds roll like clouds, flowers bloom and fall, the heart should be calm, calm and gentle like jade, and calm like water. Women should be as beautiful as flowers, can sing, write, read and travel, look better than live, say goodbye to those small emotions, and smile at the sunshine and rain..     Years can make a person’s face grow old, but if the heart is calm, the heart will not grow old. Keep a cool and warm heart, guard a loving but not violent feeling, cherish the quiet and warm time, and write words of ease and ease. Woman, love yourself well, love the person you love, cherish what you have at present and enjoy the present life, and you will always be a noble princess..     Before I know what kind of person you are, I won’t be easy to get along with. People who don’t have a sense of security probably do. And the best proof to test feelings is time. When the time comes, the person who is congenial is close at hand, and the person who has passed by has long been in the end of the world.. Fate is that some people get along with each other but don’t walk into their hearts, some fall in love at a glance, and the best treasure is to meet the most beautiful you in the best time, then smile at one another, cherish each other silently and accompany with silence.. The world of mortals is like smoke, everyone is pretending to be sad or happy, so most of the time, you have brushed against each other before you could understand or even see a person. Life tells me that you are just passing by.. The vast sea of people, passers-by in a hurry, can meet is no longer easy, but it is a rare fate to know each other and keep each other together, so life also tells you: learn to cherish.     Time is like a sand between fingers. No matter how tightly you hold it, you will miss the track of history bit by bit.. Years are like songs. What is left behind and cannot be left behind will be become memories, once a happy and sad capital.. The songs I heard and the people I loved fade away with my memory, but the one I once thought was deep – rooted, is also so light and light in the wind and light in the clouds.. Learning to forget is a life attitude and a sublimation of happiness.     When love has become a reminiscence, it fades away in time, only to find that those who leave will never come back. When the feeling broke into quicksand and passed between the fingers, it became clear that we couldn’t go back any more.. One day all the past that you can’t pass will pass, and there will always be some unexpected future that will meet with you.. Both gain and loss are fixed numbers. The only thing that remains unchanged is the time of old age.. There are always many helplessness in this world. Look forward, and you will reap the splendor of the next stop..     When things go smoothly, gain and loss will pass. Don’t let the haze occupy the heart of good feeling. Rich and poor life, contentment and happiness, don’t let worry cover the smiling face; Discrepancy is life, love and hate are all related. Don’t let tears soak up the scent of dust. Writing with a light pen does not fall into the common dispute, and does not let the dust foul the lines of pure beauty. Hannabaichuan, a place of tolerance is a big place. Don’t let today’s sunshine permeate yesterday and evening. Face down, smile to warm, don’t let the darkness bury the kindness inside; Optimism and self – confidence, courage and hard work, don’t let malaise lose its way forward; Embrace yourself, calm down and settle down. Don’t let loneliness engulf the latent strength. The world of mortals has love, warm in the heart, don’t let the cold break the wings of angels. If you have a dream, you will fly.     Most of all, I like that kind of cool, no warm words, even if I like it again. There is no crazy move, even if again crazy. Shaohua is still, but the heart has long been free from the world of mortals and turned into a clear lotus. You come, I smile without saying a word, you go, I am calm and calm.. Those who like it are deeply hidden in their hearts and do not disturb them. Like the word, silently included in the paper, not noisy.Even if I grow old, I can say to myself once I think of it: I like you, that’s all.     You see the scenery on the bridge, I stand by the bridge looking at you, Jiangnan decorated your nib, and you decorated my dream. The water in the south of the Yangtze River is beautiful but not turbid. The willow in the south of the Yangtze River is mei but not demon. The pavilion in the south of the Yangtze River is ancient but not broken. Yanbo Cui, vegetation shaking, blue river month, orchid pavilion are, not hidden but not shone, just right. Some people say that reality is not so beautiful. In fact, beauty is the mood at that moment.. In an extension, life is full of scenery. If you have a good heart, the sky is blue, the clouds are white, and flowers are in full bloom.. Life is a journey. It doesn’t care about the destination. It’s important to appreciate the scenery along the way and pick up the beautiful mood.. Therefore, the scenery is external beauty and reflects your inner purity. This kind of gesture is called poetic dwelling.     After passing through the scenery of time and watching the rebirth of life, I realized that fate is no longer a matter of spending, but it will be lost at the end of the season, and it will not be that branch again in the coming year.. Memories have updated scenes and scenes, and people around them have changed batch by batch. It turns out that everyone is a passer – by, but the difference is only the time limit for staying, and what was once said has changed forever.. And I finally understand that the happiness of life lies in doing and cherishing it, not sighing about yesterday’s sadness, not knowing tomorrow’s appearance, and if you are still there, I will feel at ease.     There is a kind of meeting called karma, gathering and scattering with fate, a kind of feeling called silent love and quiet love, a kind of concern about the world of mortals, silent and warm, and a kind of attitude of light but not forgetful and smiling. Keeping distance with some people is not frivolous, but because of love, they choose to give each other space to miss, feeling deeply and feeling warm. It is not to forget that a feeling is flat, but also to love that I chose to hide deeply in a shallow place, because I know that the long stream of fine water is longer than before.. What can be said is not the most profound, what exists in the heart is what can not be said.     Through personal experience, words are the mood. When the wind is light and the clouds are light, the mood is just words. When you are in the ascendant, your friends all know you, and when you are down and out, you know your friends. When you get drunk, you know who you love most, and when you get sick, you know who loves you most. When happy, listening to songs is songs, when sad, listening to songs is tears; When I was young, I drifted away with all my heart. When I looked back, I tried my best to keep my memories. Carnival, a person lonely, lonely, crowded into the carnival; Together, I can’t stand being insipid. After turning around, I regret not being as good as at the beginning … Ah, in my life, some people came and went, amazing the time and painful memories. In the fleeting time, there were some ups and downs, which warmed the meeting and moistened the separation.. The reason is that I saw you in the crowd. I saw you in the crowd. The reason is predestined. If you go to Qiu Lai in spring, no one can change it..     True love is not nothing in the heart, not in the world, but in everything, if the heart is dust – free. The real simplicity is not to avoid the world of mortals and know nothing about them, but to experience the dust and dust and have a clear heart. The true wisdom is not to make friends with friends and control enemies with enemies, but to make friends with enemies and serve people with virtue. True happiness is not emotion like honey and sweetness like candy, but weather-beaten and plain. A true friend is not a person who talks about love on paper, but who is in the same boat and calm as water. True love is not to find a perfect person, but to appreciate an imperfect person with beautiful eyes..     As onlookers, everyone is like a philosopher, who can speak a warning message in rapid succession, but when he really experiences it personally, he has no transcendental temperament and can’t help feeling the same way.. It’s easy to know, but it’s probably so. There are also a few people in the world who can truly rise above the dust, fade away from the wind and cloud and hold a Zen mind.? I believe that every kind of happiness is worth cherishing, every pain needs to be experienced, and life is a bittersweet and enlightened experience.. As long as you plant a tree of Bodhi from another Taoyuan in your heart, you will always be yourself in one place without getting lost.. With a lotus in his hand, he is light and full of sleeves, with Shaohua not yet at the center, and sunny and sunny..     Live a life of fresh clothes and angry horses in a happy-go-lucky manner. Life can’t be flat like water. There are always such and such waves. Only if we live in peace with each other, can we be content with the present situation. Beginning with appreciation and ending with sadness, after that, be a beautiful woman, with flowers blooming, flowers falling indifferently, the world is stable, and the age sequence is quiet..    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Accompanying the First Green Lamp

The mind is not upside down. Zen is in the present moment, in the midst of self – mind, and in contrast, self – mind can be obtained at any time.. When I look inside, I find that my heart is still in chaos and Zen is not in my heart.   I often have a dream that a green lamp will accompany me to the end of my life.. Faint green lights, solemn houses, ear only chanting sound, quiet and solemn, pressure I couldn’t catch my breath.   When you wake up, you always sweat profusely.   My friend said I had a dream day and night, but I didn’t think so. I think this is an omen, an omen of my future. Perhaps my future is to be always with Qingdeng ancient Buddha. It’s not a very bad idea to accompany me with a green light for a long time..   Since I was a child, I have a reverence for Buddhism, a reverence from the bottom of my heart, a feeling similar to faith but not faith. In my spare time, I always like to read Buddhist books, specifically Zen, and I prefer reading Zen to participating in Zen. Reading Zen and participating in Zen are two different concepts. Ordinary people like me can only read Zen and accept some primary ideas of Buddhism.   I like to swim in Buddha’s sea. The reason why I call it Buddha’s sea is because the Buddha is really too broad and profound. Recently, I have seen some Zen Buddhism and some Zen Buddhism, and I have even more realized what Buddha’s sea is and what Zen Buddhism is..   I like a story in Zen. Huineng, the sixth ancestor of Zen, went south to live in seclusion in Hojoji in order to avoid the persecution of Shenxiu, and often gave lectures to the Dharma Master nearby.. One evening, when night fell, a flurry of wind suddenly swept through the temple, and the temple’s brake banners were blown by the flurry.. The two monks debated this issue, one saying it was pneumatic and the other saying it was complications and stalemate, but it was not reasonable. Huineng came over and said that it was not the wind, not the complications, but the hearts of the benevolent..   Good a benevolent person heart, all the changes of external things are caused by karma, complications and wind movements are not real, only our hearts can feel the changes of external things.   It’s like participating in the ” Heart Sutra Regulations” which say ” no thinking, no knowledge, no eye, ear, nose, tongue and body, no color, no smell and no trigger.”. All things are empty, all things are transformed, and the heart does not move, then all things do not move, and the heart does not change, then all things do not change..   This is the state of mind in Zen Buddhism, but I am a layman who thinks I am stupid and can’t understand these hearts.   What is empty? If everything is empty and the heart is empty, why should we say this? If all things in the world are transformed, then what can be said about all things? Is the Zen language too difficult to understand, or is it too tacky today? Or the Zen language is something that can’t be seen or touched?   Zen is a heart-to-heart transmission. My heart is not quiet, not clean, not reaching the unity of all things, nor reaching the heart-to-heart mirror. That’s why I can’t understand..   What is Zen?   But Jackson Yan looked up at God and said, ” Clouds are in the sky and water in the bottle.”.   Qingyuan only believed that Zen master opened his long beard. when the old monk did not meditate on Taoism 30 years ago, he saw that the mountain was the mountain and that the water was the water. At the end of the day, I saw knowledge in person. I saw that mountains are not mountains and water is not water.. Now I have to rest alone. I still see the mountain as the mountain and the water as the water..   Jackson Zhao Zhou turned around and threw in a word and went for tea.   Good sentence to eat tea. This simple sentence, seemingly simple, does the meditation and the nature.   I suddenly understood that Zen is natural, it is so, it is common heart.   It seems not that Zen is too difficult to understand, nor is it that today’s people are too tacky, but that we think too much about it. Zen Buddhism has Zen Buddhism and Buddhism has Buddhism. Zen Buddhism originates from Buddhism and Taoism higher than Buddhism and Taoism. But we have added too many shackles to Zen, too many aura and too many mysteries.. We have become accustomed to the idea that everything is empty, that emptiness is color, that there is no self, no human being, and that there is no living being, and that we are used to sticking to our original heart.. We lost ourselves in those gains and reached a dead end.   Write this, I can’t help but think of the dream I had, the Qingdeng ancient Buddha, the chanting voice overflowing the whole room, I sat piously in such a place, like an ancient well without waves. The green light went out slowly. I chanted sutras in the dark, but I didn’t know where the way out was.. Buddha appeared in confusion. Buddha said that your heart has been lost by walking in one place repeatedly.. I asked Buddha, how can I break the shackles of my heart? Buddha gently smiles and stops talking.   I think of that story. Buddha sleeps and Jia Ye smiles.  What is Buddha suggesting to me? Heart? My heart is too empty. My heart is walking in nothingness and has been exhausted. The world? All things are empty. Is there any theory of the world? Phase change? The flower is also a flower. Perhaps the Buddha told me that the heart was not intentional.   It is my mind that is too dull to understand or not understand at all..   Always wake up in such confusion and sweat after waking up. The solemn, the solemn, the confused, what is the omen?   The heart is not upside down. Zen is in the present moment, in the middle of the self – heart, in contrast to the self – heart, it can be obtained at any time.. When I look inside, I find that my heart is still in chaos and Zen is not in my heart.   I looked at Huineng Jackson, but Huineng Jackson smiled and said nothing.   However, Zen Master Xin said, ” See the mountain is the mountain, see the water is the water.”.   I said, I am me, I am not me.   Zen, focusing on enlightenment. I can’t understand Zen, just because I just read Zen, but I can’t understand Zen.   Jackson Zhao Zhou continued to drink tea.   Zen meditation is really not an easy task.   After reading so much Zen language, I still have a little knowledge and understanding and can only be superficial. Like that green lamp, it is always blue and misty, just like my heart.   The real Zen may be so confused, seeing Zen from the confusion. The reason why they did not get through is that the time is not right.   With a lifetime of green light, I will sit through a lifetime of bitter meditation and may realize it in a flash.   I have a pearl, locked by dust for a long time. Today, the dust is shining brightly, breaking thousands of mountains and rivers.. ‘ Is the ancient Buddha with the green lamp in my dream the pearl that I locked up for a long time?? When the pearl is blinded, my heart is blinded by the world. When the pearl sees the light again, it is the time to see through.   Accompanying the ancient Buddha with a green lamp for a lifetime, I used my ordinary heart to find a way to wipe the pearl..   Visiting in the morning, greeting in the evening, and now eating tea.[ Responsibility Editor: Chloe[ Original ]

‘ Awakening’ is a kind of unfashionable happiness

Being awake is very tired, but it is much better than being really confused. It is not fashionable happiness.    So for an instant, suddenly I was very confused and didn’t understand what the meaning of university was, or even what it was to live. I don’t want to choose to anesthetize myself as before, so that time will pass gently and some ideological burdens will be relieved. In fact, it is just an escape. Now, when I can still stay awake, I choose to stay awake even for a while..   The window is clearly the April day of the world, but I don’t like to see those purple and red. For an instant, I caught a glimpse of the sky rendered by sunset glow and felt extremely beautiful.    ‘ to see the sun, for all his glory, buried by the coming night”, I used to read with a lot of emotion and melancholy, but now I just feel beautiful, vigorous and breathtaking.. Yes, as long as you enjoy the life of light and heat, even if you finally have to say goodbye, it is no regret.. After the baptism of the storm, life became more mature and colorful, and eventually dull but lasting appeal was endless..    Mild life can easily lead to disorientation and demoralization, so life needs some fresh impact, whether sharp or cold, may be a kind of motivation.    I am a snail with a heavy shell on my back and was born with it. When you are tired, you go in and rest, and when you are injured, you curl up in it alone to heal. I always like to use memories to stop wounds, thinking that I have never forgotten, but it’s a pity that everything is cruel..    It’s normal not to go back, it’s also normal to change. Not used to it is just a sentimental nerve attack. Growing up with all kinds of cruelty, perhaps the occasional familiarity will make people cherish it even more. Introspection is a process of slowly cooling the boiling blood. Some things are getting flatter and flatter by time, but they grow tenaciously with all kinds of forbearance.. Unfortunately, some things are still far away, so we have to apply color to the blank canvas vigorously. No one can afford youth that is too pale, because the price it needs to bear is too great.   A rare muddle is a kind of great wisdom, which is essentially different from a true muddle. But people can’t be like this forever. When they can’t do it, they will settle for second best and live soberly.. Because’ the unsatisfied are happier than the contented pigs and the unsatisfied Socrates are happier than the contented fools’.    Sometimes, waking is a kind of happiness, especially when not many people are awake.

Broken shell or broken shell

If you want to break the cocoon and become a butterfly, you must have the consciousness of death, and once you break the cocoon and become a butterfly, I will be reborn. As a larva trapped in a shell, I often warned myself, but the judgment was settled in my heart. Whether I jump or not, whether I live or die, I smile calmly. Some people say there are many opportunities, but life is only once. I replied: I would rather fight with this chance of losing my life than wait for the perfect chance with this long life.!     – pupa’s self-reported mirror is broken, not reassembled. broken mirror cannot be re – rounded after all. I meditate on the self-report of the pupa, and my heart is in a mess.. I dare not say how much I have grasped and how much I have grasped in this beautiful world. I only feel that I have existed for a dozen spring and autumn periods without doing anything.. I know that when flowers are re – opened, there are no more young people, but they have been mediocre for such a long time. Perhaps only at the age of late autumn, with tears streaming down their eyes and sighing for the world, will they feel heartache and mumble: After all, broken mirrors cannot be re – rounded..     I remember when I was a child, my father once asked me what I meant by broken shells and broken shells. I think it must have been a sunny day with clear skies, adding a warm atmosphere to the problem.. I must be silly to raise my pure eyes, and then milk said angrily, ” If you break the shell, chickens will hatch. What will happen if you break the shell?”? This great question was answered by the silly me. It must have been full of charm at the time. I don’t know if my father laughed.. And now in retrospect, I can’t help but let my heart quiver and feel very scared.. That, after all, is the difference between life and death. How can one not leave a shock in one’s heart??     If one day I said to my son’s grandson and even the grandchildren of millions of others, ” Do you know the difference between shell breaking and shell breaking?”? No matter what strange answers they have, I will use a loud voice to gently caress them under the blue sky and say, ” Breaking the shell is the birth of a new life, such as a chicken, it will get a free and fresh life and it will play happily on the ground; And the shell is broken, it will be the destruction of life, just as people’s breakfast, just as the eggshell in the dustbin. I will use philosophical words to make them remember forever that shell breaking and shell breaking is not only a relationship between shells, there is a world between them, and there is an unknown hidden there..     When the pupa looks at the beautiful butterfly flying in the flowers, the butterfly asks her,’ Do you want to fly, that’s very difficult, and it will face a terrible unknown, even death to threaten you. Ah, poor worm, you’d better hide in a warm cocoon. However, the pupa answered firmly: ” I am eager to fly, I dare to fly, even at the cost of life, I have no regrets or regrets.”. ‘ So in the face of the choice between life and death, the pupa chosen to be reborn has finally become a beautiful butterfly among the flowers, shaping a new self.” I’.     Life is a journey destined to be lonely. Believe in yourself, even if you are black and blue, you should live beautifully.! This is the broken shell.

At this point, jasmine positive open

In the lean season ferry and listen to the wind whisper, graceful breakdown by years of evolution silent fleeting, bright red flowers from flower to leaf thin residue.Various Artists desolately lonely heart to see the vast tears, listening to singing melodious rustle Maple Leaf, winter is not far away from the bar at a glance.Suddenly thin cold annihilation of a vibrant and impetuous mind, although butterflies dancing through the purple street Red, Yela not too pleasant autumn War.Tasted years left pain, the vicissitudes folded leaf Lanzhou quiet, with the heart of the sea wide, wilting in yellow, the other side of the support.  At this time the other side, Mann flowers are open, red as blood, smoke curl, dark fawn enchanting.Bana, gentle devil.Legend, is voluntarily put flowers hell, demons are sent back, still hovering in the lives on the road, demons can not bear, they agreed to let her open the road, away from the human world to have a soul and comfort guidelines.Bana, open the other side, saw the flowers, not leaves, flowers leaves were gone, leaves no flowers, mosaic the two do not meet, life after life with the wrong, but unruly bloom, never delay flowering, even dying, is a crimson, although the phase error in reincarnation, the other side of the road will be alone, read Xiangxi phase until the mountains edge of heaven.  Canoe, the end result of many Zaibu Dong suffering and pain, but not to the other side, became the passing scenery, and now still hesitant this three-way river shore, facing the other side of the blossom, mosaic of Xiangxi staggered , origin edge off.  Flowers, skim ray of fragrance at your fingertips, only a trace of breeze blow it deep Che heart; flowers, pick up a handful of petals in the hands, let Zanko over the fingertips, the wind falling dirt into dust.  Origin, across thousands of miles together in the vast sea, devout accompany each other through a period of care journey; edge off, mind outside a lock on the door, lock the heart of the charming scenery, so lively and earthly heart isolated.  Ruthless ruthless of those passes, passionate is sad sentimental person, idea, or fades in memory, or gradually become a habit, habit or become memories, read or not read, have a nightmare with the night sky and fall pieces.Now the melancholy solo, solo graceful grief in loneliness, being unforgiving grinding mill to a powder, a Young autumn, will be without a trace, but it is an avalanche of Zangxin song.  Tonight, the seasons, the book was left behind the memory of a corner, and understand the state of mind for years, the graceful Manwu in gentle moonlight, look back in the dim light, to gently, gently walk, seasonal depression and sadness away, leaving only the joy of fruitful.In the clear light years, the quiet beauty cut a window of time, so that once scattered blurred scenery, freeze it out of that window, in the softest place, a road engraved scenery, sometimes graceful and sometimes silent, the wind distributing a plume fragrance, sometimes intense and sometimes light, random play one song after another geniality, sometimes joy and sometimes sorrow.  Quietly to find a maple leaf, the depths of the Fallen flowers, filled with old mottled, colorful fallen, deep in the process of pursuing maple leaf in the wind, let the tears chapter laid to rest.  Hurried flashy earth, cold autumn sky Dangqi dust flying, bursts of fragrance Qinru heart, vaguely remember some that personally cultivation of jasmine, this time is open.

A child can not go back

(A) Dragon Boat Festival season, can not wait to Hui Letang home.I care deeply about the desire to see the boat race might be achieved.  Child, dragon boat racing game is the highlight of the Dragon Boat Festival.Dragon boat for the game just like a dragon in disguise.Charm full leader, march tall, with black and red beard or mustache or beard white; tail high tilt roll, showing a posture not drag speeding.Under gorgeous sunshine, grass soaring, wide rivers, plentiful water, we have a large group of kids flocked to the shore to stand or sit on the sand, always before the game to warm Bo Le Maxima under discussion boat and a good bet to become each team in the beard of a team of senior fans.Then of course, is the most hard motivation to cry cheer for their chosen team, a sound both go hand in hand with the love interest of dragon boat; the crew bare arm oil yo, blanket intoxicating smile, should the deafening sound of gongs and drums beat struggling to paddle, spray facing the water speed splash cold the whole world, a pure joy in the air, spread up style to sow.In the eyes of our children, always winning or losing is secondary, the process is full of ups and downs of the heart.  A brief three-day holiday, the desire to see the boat race ultimately unsatisfying.Time is not coincidence, the sky still under the ticking of showers, combined, the narrow river, less water, the river may have even dried up, dragon boat racing has long been weakened a lot of enthusiasm, a few years ago some places do not match up, similar language is a barrier to console me and met the boat.  (B) remember the last holiday, I went to see grandmother.A child, I was a foster grandmother more than two years, the place where the grandmother, a wonderful quaint little village, that was my first childhood ultimate paradise, once the keening have left bounded down the jump on me cheerful footprint.After lunch, I propose that this is a fruit of the abundance of the season, we go to the mountains picking wild fruits, over-mouth addiction ah.Ultimately only the mother is willing to accompany me to go, we can handle ahead after less than two hundred meters backed down.Existing experience shows that not long ago the mountains rich berries, and even very few people are willing to go to the mountains collection; coupled with the fear of the unknown infestation of small animals and roadside mosquitoes in the mountains, I can only pick a few scattered on the roadside shriveled berries soothe the soul disappointed Bale.  On the way back, six or seven of the scene from time to time flashed reach the edge of the memory.Every May, the general mood and full of plant growth upwards of breath.I and small partners come and go everywhere, pick peaches on a peach tree, under arbutus bayberry picking up, the tree fold cucumber cucumber.Remember most of the village and is a sixty year-old woman picking berries in the mountains go hand in hand, into the destination of the moment, my eyes shocked, dolphin wild fruits such as bright star-like dot the lush grove where the red fruit juice full of sweet, mouth-watering.Our eating while mining, and filled the whole basket, also filled the entire stomach.The mountains are particularly quiet and cool, as if the world is our.  (C) Now think about it, every home in the heart of the children want to read is not so easily achieved, feet, head, heart always painted a circle, which read great promise of a “home” word.There were also non inhuman, circumstances have changed, people even more weakness in the.  Childhood, especially keen to be seen squatting all the way to the army: dense ant.Most of them soldiers panicked horse chaos as emergency line, in order to win a major prey, the prey that may be just a rice; of course, love to work too hard child maverick; if the world is composed of ants, the world is very interesting; suddenly found ants disappear when they grow up, in fact, I did not really ants?It was only because of his poetic stripped of life, is called: observation.  A child without courage or at the most by a little courage can rampage, to run like the wind speed, the same cow strength long jump; and a variety of plants can be up close dew drops, may be small snails and puppy whisper, you can catch fireflies at night view of the stars; grow up increasingly timid, easy to shrink, easy to get lost, give up easily, willingly fall into the comfort of encirclement, all this, and about the lack of courage to explore, could not open the eyes of curiosity , lumbering pace easy battle.  A child, we will live with a macro lens closer, carefully touch the heart of the closer the better, just facing the sun and hope; grow up, we rely on fire panorama of life, their feet measured, feet go far wider better, and strive towards money and success.  A child, a heart can be filled for a while emptying; grow up, heart load is too heavy, inside filled with emptiness, anxiety, boredom, bondage, this has become an obstacle to occupy.  A child, for the joy of flying and flying; grow up, meet and meet for a living.  A child, what a temptation and envy of the word, but I think the kid can not go back.

1 first love met

Preface: I recall a friend of first love as a hero, I listen to when not much attention to his tears, but I write when we come to know it is a broke our hearts to remember.It was a true love, soul destroying a strong man!No right or wrong in love, but never meant a sigh and sad!Accidentally into the personal feelings!  When he stood up, I might see a phoenix.Or a desert scorpion.But what relationship, at least he was kind of hot soul dedicated to their favorite people.  I hate the thoughts, so, in reincarnation, I could not resist back to square one.  I know, so I can not miss how long to keep.  I know how these thoughts will be a result of missed.  Slow, slowly faded.Pale slowed to miss.  Over, my thoughts run out.  Finished, Ever since I resumed.  Began, also put the heart slowly changed.  Changed, you will not long emerged.  Does not appear, I will reborn.  Born again, you will not miss me in the.  Say, it is the story of you and me.  Changed is as if this is someone else’s story.  I wrote origin, was afraid that I forgot there was such a person existed in my heart a!  Existed, is already off the petals, branches have to remember that existed!  Write down a piece of paper, even a little is really Payouyitian not miss the.  Beautiful flowers fade, but you are afraid I forgot when she was blooming in full bloom.  So I drew down and placed it in the book.  And other flowers of the season over the winter is out to look at.  Because next year if the flowers, I have slowly not hope for a.  It was a sunny summer morning.On a busy street in front of shops, many parks are especially lively on Sunday.Do not know the name of seedlings of various flowers and a beautiful dress elongated platform.Platform has a rectangular fountain lines, fountain edge of a fire phoenix statue.Red statue sunlight reflected from the people’s face, I feel very wonderful.Those girls are on vacation guy with nothing to do in droves to this place to play, have the same ring, there is fire, there are a variety of games, they play with a smile clamor.Behind the fountain and some elderly people practicing tai chi sword, soft music and blend the beauty of this morning, this is a beautiful landscape.  I am a lazy, rare up so early.After they cup of tea, sitting next file viewing this rare beauty.A rare good mood, but also the most beautiful scenery in my life from the beginning of this morning.  While one end of the old people Shoujian right at home, walked into the store a mother and daughter.The woman looks about forty, wearing a very simple but very clean, although age is not small, his face a little spot.But with a kindly face, with a smile, it is natural to greet me in the past, giving the impression seems to know an old friend a long time.  I will greet the past, the girl was introduced to the store to do is to apprentice.I hit the boss’s phone went busy.I was helping some customers print some of the photos the day before did not complete.The boss came and they talked about some problems on the job and treatment.After over boss told me, she told me later they learn of the print.Her mother called me over and almost move, I am in my age is not commensurate with the steady won the approval of his mother.  Later, her mother said something told me to take care of the girl, then went to the girls went to buy daily necessities.Then the girl stood watching me after my operation.At that time this small town only two photofinishing unit, because my boss easygoing, so business has always been very good, very little room to expand mining, is a triangle in a small room next file type in.By only one person out into.So she stood behind me, I can smell the aroma of his body.Not really what perfume, but all the girls will certainly have a taste.At that time I was shy, saying the same age female interaction is also quite small.Also lazy to speak.  I do not how dare look back and talk to her.Then came the customer to send a piece of my back so that customers put on the table when the film.I saw her face, because you can see the pores on her delicate skin too close, eyes large and very bright, very dark eyebrow curved.Wearing long twist identified the child, reaching down to the bottom.So spend significant amount of high.Country girl full of clothes is also very simple.But the line came from, but look pretty good.At that time the feeling is not very beautiful, but very engaging.At that time she looked at me.Embarrassed to look up the move Minilab.  I also continue to work back up.Because so boring I went up and she tried to strike up a conversation.  You called names?  Lingling.  With names and very, ah, just fine name!  That what is your name?  I ah, if you wish, you can call uncle ah!  Do not pull it!I also see sophomore than three years old, I heard Zhang boss called you, I call you Sally Well.  Zhang also called good!  But then she has told me is that the Zhang.Just started not feel good to hear her voice, sounds a bit like a boy.But then also I think her voice is the voice of the world’s best to listen to it!Feeling a little rustle!  While I was doing alterations, and while she chatted up the mess.I do not know why I once spoke to people and will pull special, that everything seems pretty good.And we have a more natural.She laughed very good-looking, there are two shallow dimples.She years younger than me, just out of school, that year I also nineteen.We talk very happy that some schools do, once you are familiar with what is said, and I asked her if she did not talk about a love, she smiled and said: “When you do the authors talked about high school.”I said:” Yes ah, I was Lover.”She smiled and shook his head to say no letter.  So we are familiar with, and I followed his boss called the Lingling.She did not speak when very quiet, talking all the time is also very quiet, and people will not fooling around, never swearing, so we get along harmonious.  She is very smart, a quick learner, to work very seriously.Her mastery of color seem to have innate ability.So did the ten days have begun to print some movies, maybe she is better than I have patience, so the color adjustment than I place.Autumn is coming to that time, so the business is getting better.And that was a period of reform from traditional to digital, because I have a good grasp of computer technology, digital will do the.Minilab interval between the digital and a reception hall.So we are not too busy during the day time to meet, but the old Minilab always out of some problem, I went to helping repair it.One night I mostly nothing, so it helped her to do something, more importantly played a crooked heart.The film more time we have to work at night to eleven, twelve, and I also shop at the time she was in the field, so we often work overtime only.She lives in a rented room, the boss, and I live in a small compartment behind the store’s cafeteria.So much when we will know what the feelings.Although not a complete understanding.Due to daily life, we may soon fell in love, so whenever I did not find her, she is looking for me, always something to talk.Or teach her some computer knowledge, she’d be happy to learn.I lecture people are more willing to show off yourself.I was willing to live helped her doing, she would bring me some water or get something I want to use.  Mid-Autumn Festival approaching, we opened a shop boss.The new shop also do the latter by the old, so more and more busy, we often have to work until 1 am.2 am, but I’m not too busy, but wanted to be with her, mostly at night because she did not accompany sleep.Since the new store opened, people began to rise, she moved to the new store on the second floor staff quarters to live.Every night I would ride her home.

Let parting sake of your happiness

Before you leave this time to come.  I tried to adjust their mentality lost to suit you’re not lonely each night around me, though you next to me, but I was already very clear.  This time you really re-affirmed the determination to leave me, right close by is also far apart.  I know I can not do that kind of calm as you, but can not easily convince yourself that you forget.  Because I really do not want to find a random can easily leave your reasons.I can not find a very easy to forget your excuses.  When one kind of infatuation has been unable to keep love, truth has become a burden when you re-select, let leave to fulfill your happiness, my sadness achievements of your new happiness.  Because for no other reason, just because I really loved you, until now still still in love with you.  I know you have to leave the idea of not just now.  You with me from the first days, you have many times thought about this problem, but you can not bear to my disappointment and loss, so you’ve been waiting for an appropriate choice of the day, you can make a choice I bear moments.  Only I know exactly when to leave you to speak, you can not feel the sting in my heart, a deep disappointment to have to drive all my happiness lazy to do the first time I had the feeling of heartache and grief.  But I really want to thank you personally say what you really think.  I would rather tolerate the loss of real cruel, and will not tolerate any reason to deceive.  Although your decision to make me feel very uncomfortable and painful, can not accept such a cruel reality, but I really want to thank you for your sincerity and truth, I understand the importance of your choice for you.  Maybe with some new emotion to forget the other a feeling of loss, or with another piece of new love to heal and dilute sadness, can be regarded as a good way.  But I really can not do.  I do not want to use such an extreme way to let yourself get relief.  Moreover, this approach does not allow me to escape the loss of disappearance.Have you ever gentle face, I can not learn to forget.  I feel the memory, has been standing in the place you left, I never left.  My soul is in the process of erosion you do after the storm, there is no escape and hide, just blankly accept the lonely caress.  Only really loved the people will feel grief, the kind of deep-seated pain Wan heart.  Can not arbitrarily cut a warm sun, not just with some other passion can forget.  Perhaps the passage of time will alleviate some of my pain, but it is not I can do it now.  You just walked categorically.  Maybe you do not have feelings of nostalgia and I do care, I believe you and I were together for your heart, you have never deceived your feelings, but ultimately you need is not love I can give , so the way you choose to leave.  If you think this way can choose from, you can be close to the maximum distance you desire happiness, then I sincerely wish you now.  No matter how you look at that period of love when we were together, I would love that well will find a habitat, let it be a soul in the eternal landscape, when I have free and solitary occasion, you can walk way mourn for my love.  Let me leave you clearly understand that true love is a luxury, there is no corresponding matter is not so expensive prop up consumer.  Love is a kind of fragile, in favor of ups and downs, it is difficult to hold down long-term integrity.  Do not always use to prove the authenticity of love, do not use comments to complete a beautiful love.  Infatuated with infatuation love always pass, not because of the lack of real love and infatuation, not because fate will always be a stranger to passers-by, but there are factors that love and survival long-term effects of too much reality, there are too many love to specific adverse effects of environmental conditions.  Perhaps desolation is always a feeling of true love, true love has lost its original beautiful timeless aura.  Change the concept of economic development and emotion, so that marriage and love life more and more short, has become an undeniable fact, even marriage can not keep love, sex would be difficult to save the love of years, not to mention a secular acceptance and tolerance, can not see a happy ending for some inverse situation.  Little girl, you chose to leave my moment really made me very uncomfortable.  I until now still living in a pleasant memory of the past, perhaps because you do not want to prolong the time, adding to my greater disappointment and sadness, I do not want to because of deep love, loss and loneliness I dignified.  True love is not sex from start.  But sex is indeed a lubricant of love, love to play can extend the life of the role, which women often because of love and sex.  Men often due to sexual and love, like, love is love and sex combined, the best love is the unity of body and mind, so gentle with you lingering memories become every lonely catalytic product after digestion you do not.  Let parting sake of your happiness, let your thoughts substantial achievements.